Lost 🥺 .

bad terms ❤️ .

me and kentrell start dating and we been dating for 3 months and he just do to much
like y'all you my boyfriend

but can i enjoy my life he don't let me do shit yesterday while out getting my hair done i ft kentrell and some bitch answer

i ain't been home since yesterday i just been sleeping in my car i don't wanna go back to his house but i need to go

back to take a shower i'm clean now i went to the shelter & they say i can free shower anytime just don't

got a spot for me to sleep and that's fine i'm fine with my car i was finna go the sleep until i start throwing up i

start feelings sick and i kept throwing up i really want kentrell right now like i just want him to hold me

he still my boyfriend and i will beat his ass later so i text him

dents 😩 '
i'm coming home unlock the door 🙄
read

kodi 💚 '
finally see ya 🥰

i just smiled he miss me & i miss him too i can't leave this boy alone & i won't leave me alone i pulled up the the house and some car

was here that i never seen before i start thinking like what the fuck i knock on the door and kentrell came to the door

"oh umm hey kodi" he said

kodi ? since when he called me that and why he look so scared

hey kentrell i said

i was walking upstairs and i seen some girl come out our room i was finna ask who she was but she said some first

"hey i'm kay you must be kodi" she said

ya i'm kodi what you doing here i said

"oh i'm kentrell girlfriend he didn't tell you he said you was coming by you get the rest of your stuff" she said

i look confused asf so he lying to this random bitch and girlfriend ? bitch i though i was the girlfriend

oh ya i just came to get my stuff i said

10 min laters i had my stuff pack and ready to go i got in my car i was still sick ion care just finna move away from kentrell

he came outside and i rolled my eyes

"umm you met girlfriend kay i'm sorry i couldn't be with you things was working" he said

ig kentrell i caught you cheating and i leave for one day & things not working okay kentrell delete my number don't text or call me don't come look for me if i die tonight or tomorrow don't even come to my funeral i said

i got in my car and drove off im sick asf i don't i can make it no where i park in a empty lot and start crying

back in the streets again i should've left him alone the first time it's all my fault

dents 💔
look im sorry i didn't mean to hurt you come talk to me

what you said earlier made me think something gonna happen

im sorry kodi im really am can you just text me back

i didn't wanna text back i threw my phone out the window i was sick asf i drove too the hospital and told them they said that

i have depression & i have some virus i just feel sick depression kicking my ass right now i hated for real

i don't know what to do next thing you know my heart stop beating and i open my eye and i was in heaven i seen my brother & broke down

hey dayday i said crying

"hey kodi why you hear pretty girl & why you crying" he said

i don't wanna live anymore i can't do anything without you i need you back i'm homeless and have nobody i said

"aye listen you got me homeless or not i watch you ever night & you one strong ass girl you got the best smile and i really wanna be down there with you but i can't" he said

i know things just different can i stay for like 3 months then i'll go before they try to unplug me i said crying still

"yeah but only 3 months let me show you around heaven sis"

i walk around heaven with my brother it was pretty i seen my nephew who died when he was 6 he died from a wreck this my sister baby

on my momma side but we don't speak i miss her honestly but she don't care so why should i i just feel asleep in my brother arms

i love you i said

"love you more sis" he said