Lost 🥺 .

sick ❤️ .

i woke this morning and wasn't feeling good my stomach been hurting so bad i'm thinking my period

finna come but i hope not i don't want to be in pain kentrell left and went to the studio i told him

i didn't wanna go because my stomach hurt and i was feelings good he said he gone leave for like 3 hours before he come

back and check on me i hurry up and ran to the toilet and start throwing up i start crying because i wouldn't

stop and i was getting frustrated i just wanted it to stop until dents🥺 would like to facetime came across my screen

i couldn't answer because i keep throwing up i was throwing up for like 2 more minutes then my body start feelings weird

it felt like i was finna die or something i hurry up and called kentrell my breathing start going fast and i couldn't get up

my body was weak i cried u till kentrell finally answer

KENTRELL HURRY AND COME HOME i said screaming from the pain

"i'm otw calm down bae" he said

KENTRELL IM FINNA DIE i scream kinda whisper

"no baee your not i'm right here here i come"he said

next thing you know my vision start becoming blur i was scared was the the end was i finally dyeing as soon

as i close my eyes i seen kentrell crying tryna pick me up and i heard him say i love you before i pass out

5 HOURS LATER

i'm just now waking up and i'm in the hospital i kinda don't remember anything or how i got here or who brung me here

why am i in a hospital bed in the first place a doctor came in & said your boy friends here ma'ma and i look at her weird boyfriend

i didn't have a boyfriend some boy walk in and he smiled tryna kiss me

wtf bro who are you i said

"bro chill it's kentrell your boyfriend" he said

boyfriend i don't have one wtf you a stranger tryna say you my boyfriend i said

"bro what the fuck are you talking about i'm your boyfriend kodi kentrell the one you sleep with bae it's me" he cried

sorry i don't know a kentrell i said and he walk out the doctore came back in and smiled then she said

"hey i'm ms.a you probably don't remember me but i love you" she said

i was so confused how come i don't know these people and who is kentrell & who is ms. a i really wanted to leave this folks

weird asf mane i swear but then he and she do look familiar mane what the fuck she start talking again

"youn remember baby because you lost your important memories you can only remember things that's not important but your boyfriend is out there and he sad try to remember him" she said

i start crying i can't remember my post to be boyfriend mane what the fuck i start crying i cried and cried untill

i woke up heavy breaking and kentrell was standing in my face screaming i felt my face i was crying and everything

i seen kentrell standing there look worried as ever

"BAE WTF IS WRONG" he said

i look at him and stand on the bed wrapping my arms around his neck and he pick me up letting my feet wrap around his waist

i started crying and he put me down i look down he took off his shirt and pants and i did the same

he pick me back up and laid me down on his chest i rub my face wiping the tears and got under kentrell more

i felt him smile and it made me kiss his neck

"baee chill you know what you doing" he whisper in my ear

and i just start laughing then he start rubbing on my ass slowly making me fall asleep i was almost fully sleep until kentrell kiss me

slow and man i wanted to risk it all right here he knew what tf he was doing for real

bae i want another one please i said whining

"no bae gts"he said laughing

baee no please i said finna cry

"no kodi go back to sleep" he said laughing more and then closing his eyes

okay i lowly said then start crying boy low crying

20 seconds later kentrell start talking

"bae i know you not crying" he said

i didn't  say nun because i really wanted another one of those kiss but he was being mean

"baby don't cry it's just a kiss" he said trying not to laugh

i don't care kentrell you always do me wrong leave me alone and i went to the other side of the bed balling up

i was crying so much because i just wanted a kiss i don't realize i was falling asleep i was almost sleep again until he

pulled me on top of him placing  my head in the crook of his neck and my body on top of him with my legs between his leg

he wipe my dried tears and start smiling

"you just a crybaby but i like it" he said

leave me alone i just wanted a kiss bae and you acting rude i said

he kiss me and start kissing my lips repeatedly and i start smiling and kissing him back a few times he just start laughing

i love you daddy i said

" i love you more ma not gts" he said

okay i reply back and feel asleep happy as ever