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i've been missing kodi she not on insta no more or twitter she no where to be found i've been checking shelters and nothing

i start remembering theme words she told me about her being dead and i start to think it's been 2 1/2 months since i see her

sometime i would cry staying up late thinking when she gone come back or is she ever gone come back i track her phone down and see

it broke maybe somebody took her but i don't wanna think that i still fw kay but honestly i want kodi nothings bout kay makes me happy

yea she pretty but she not kodi kay was sick and i took her to the hospital they said she had a virus and she will be okay

we had to stay over night because they gone run some test on her in the morning i got thirsty and ask kay do she want some from the cafeteria

she said yeah and i went downstairs as i was walking downstairs i kept hear kodi in my head i thought i was losing my mind

but no i stop and the voice say straight ahead kodi i was straight ahead and the voice went away i got mad

voice playing trick on me then the voice came back turn kodi i turn and i seen kodi laying in the bed i almost cried

all these mechanics was hook up to her she look thick asf from last time her face look so clear a doctor came bye and stop and look at kodi then said

"wake up baby you got these" she said

what you mean wake up i said

"kodi been in a coma for 2 1/2 months now she talk ever now & then but that's that coma talk" she said

what she be saying i said

"i miss him so much and she would squeeze my hands and i would smiled then she would say wish he never did me wrong and sound so hurt" she said

i start thinking she talking about me she thinking about me i put her thur this coma it was my fault i start crying

what happen like how she get in a coma i said

"well she came in and she had depression and had a virus i left out the room for 3 seconds i came back and her heart wasn't beating the was finna give up on kodi but i can't tell before she came in she just needed a hug and be held i said no kodi got life i can tell she looked so tired and depressed that every night since february 1 i pray she wake up some day" she said

damm i can't believe it i was crying hard and i usually don't cry but i'm crying right now and i'm hurt can't believe it i was my fault

what's your name i said

"i'm doctor a" she said

sorry for ask so many questions but can you answer this why you'd don't give up on her i said

" i didn't give up because i remember kodi when she was about 6 her life , her past , it's kinda mess up and while she as hear i was giving her medicine she told me everything as much as kodi been thur the smallest things hurt her and with her having the biggest heart ever her leaving this earth would hurt me so that why i love kodi like my own child" she said

she was crying and i smiled listing to her save kodi and how the rest wanted to give up on her makes me happy she a real one i wish she wake up

when she wake up can you call me and tell her i love her forever & don't leave me when ever she in that coma stuff again she nodded and i went back to kay

she was sleep but love stop for her i honestly just need kodi to wake up for me & doctor a