cant take no more ❤️ .

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me & kodi have not been doing good see i found out she was pregnant and i was happy yeah but my feelings was for somebody else & that's the problem

see i love kodi but i can't be with her it's another girl i been seeing and she pretty she cool she don't treat me how kodi would but she nice her name kay

i love her personality she cool & she always down to hang with me unlike kodi she always busy with our child ionk if she having a boy or a girl

so tonight i gotta tell her everything i know she gone be mad but i'm doing this for me not her or anybody else for me our relationship

just toxic and i'm done kay just text me i smiled i love when she text

kay 🥰
wydn rn just bored & wanna see you ?

ken 💚
nun chillin right now want me to come over

kay 🥰
duh & when you gone tell her

ken💚
rn see you in a min bae 😁

kodi just pulled up and i already pack my stuff & ready to start something new i hope she ain't sad or nothing kodi rush in the house and was happy

"KEN GUESS WHAT" she said happy

i smiled this our last memory

what kodi i said

"WHERE HAVING A GIRL I WAS MAD BYT NOW IM HAPPY BECAUSE I-" i cut her off

look kodi i'm sorry we been going thur down things right now and last thing i wanna do his hurt you okay i said kind scared

"what that mean kentrell" she said looking like she wanted to cry

i'm saying i been seeing this girl & i really like her and we been vibing & now i'm moving on kodi i'm sorry i said still scared

"oh okay well what about the baby" she said with her voice cracking"

oh we can co-parent if this cool with you i said smiling getting my stuff

"oh okay yeah we'll see ya in the future ig" she said smiling then around walking upstairs i knew she was upset i got up to her door hearing her play w•a•y•s by aiko she was singing low

but she sound good but you can hear her cry then she start signing loud when one part came on

"If there's one thing that I learned
While in those county lines
Is that everything takes time
You have gotta lose your pride
You have gotta lose your mind
Just to find your peace of mind
You have got to trust the signs
Everything will turn out fine
So, why aren't you smiling?
Why aren't you smiling?
Life can get wild when
You're caught in the whirlwind
Lost in the world when
You're chasing the win
You gotta understand"

i just left to be with kay was i making the right decision no i don't know but my mind want kodi but my heart want kay it's weird

i just wish i knew i'm driving to kay house right now to be with her instead of kodi i pick kay over kodi the girl to have my first girl i was finna cry to be honest

is this what i want is all i was saying the whole way to kay house i pulled up and text her outside she hurry and came out

"okay bae i gotta tell you something" she said

yes ma i said laughing

"i'm pregnant" she said smiling i was happy but then i start thinking about kodi it wasn't nun i hug kay

what you want ma i said as we hug

"i hope we have a girl" she said laughing & smilling

i kiss her lips maybe this is what i want after all these years i think i found the girl i love and it's was kay

i smiled and took a picture of us & we walk i side her house she told me she be right back she was getting in the shower & i seen a post kodi made

i smiled and took a picture of us & we walk i side her house she told me she be right back she was getting in the shower & i seen a post kodi made

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kodi: my lil girl 💗 even tho yeen here i know you my biggest blessing i love you fatty 🤞🏼 .

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she look so pretty i love everything about her and me not being with her thur this kinda make me mad because i knew this not the dude i am

but something you gotta try something new i just walk upstairs and got in the shower with kay i gotta see how this go from here

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