kodi just left my house and what she said really got in my head i never seen her like this she said meet hell she even told my post
to be girl to stfu for she kill her and she was not playing i don't know why i was with her or why i did it but we was at this place and i start liking her
forgetting all about kodi i've been avoiding kodi but i never thought she would come over and wreck my place like this i'd don't care cause my maids gone clean it up
but the again i did care because why kodi you could've did my car but she my house she was crazy i admit that
she said the way i cared for her and post her on my instagram really hurt her i ain't know she cared and love me like she do i'm making her crazy
i told bre i'll be back i was finna ride to kodi house i just need to get some things off my chest i can't hold it anymore i was driving to kodi house and soon as i pulled up
her door was wide open i start calling her name and i don't hear nothing i walk in and i seen all of our pictures off the wall glass ever where
she did all this bro and it was my fault i should've stayed loyal but bre had to come in the picture i'm so dumb i kept calling kodi name until
i almost fainted i seen kodi body laying on the floor it look like she did this her self she tryna leave me again bro i rush and out her in my car
her eyes was close but i felt like she still had live help my finance is dying help and the rush to me i tried to go to the back but they said no
i was nervous i was shaking i was mad & i was crying it's my fault it's all my fault i just can't anymore i sat down and waited
6 hours later .....
"kodi gaulden" he said
i rush up
"she alive but she goin crazy can u maybe help before she really lose her life sir and quick" he said
okay i need everybody out the room and he told everybody out she couldn't see me yet but i heard her screaming & crying loud this was a pain scream
"I JUST WANNA DIE LEAVE ME ALONE" she scream
"GOD TAKE ME EARLY PLEASE THATS ALL IM SAYING GOD PLEASE I WANNA BE IN HEAVEN WITH MY BROTHER" she scream again
she was really hurt and it was my fault she wasn't gone like it but oh well
as soon as i walk around the corner she tried to get up but she was too hurt she tried to fight me but i just grab her hands
"KENTRELL MOVE LEAVE ME ALONE" she said
no i simply said
"KENTRELL LET ME GO NOW IM NOT PLAYING LEAVE BYE STOP TRYNA SAVE ME LEAVE PLEASE" she said still screaming
i then pick her up because she gotta soft spot for getting pick up like a baby and put my hand over her mouth i wrap one hand around her and laid her on my chest she was tryna
move but i would it let her i know she piss off right now but he'll nawl my bitch going crazy ion like this she was getting a lil quite she was falling asleep
i remove my hand from her mouth and she was out like a light i stayed in the bed with her and stayed awoke just in case she tried something
she been sleep for like 3 hours and she just woke back up soon as she woke up she start acting up
"OMFG I THOUGHT I DIE MOVE KEN" she tried to say i put my hand back over her mouth
stop acting up kodi i'm not fucking playing we might not be on good terms but leaving this world would kill me and you know that stop screaming in this damm hospital for i take you home and keep u lock up until u know how to act right now when i remove my hand you done screaming & i took my hand of her mouth
she start screaming again i made my girl crazy for real
"KENTRELL ITS YOUR FAULT I JUST WANTED TO BE LOVE BY YOU MAN THAT ALL I FUCKING ASK DUDE AND U DO SOME FUCK UP SHIT JUST GET OUT DAMM LEVAE ME ALONE LET ME DIE AND U DONT HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT ME" she scream see now i was thur with it
i got up and i put all her stuff back on she was trying to fight me but i was going i told the doctors she fine & we leaving they didn't stop us soon as we got in the car i place her in the backseat and got back there too
she tried to climb the sits but i grab her just in time she kept fighting until i laid my head back and grab her arms and wrapping them around me
she know she can't get out my grip why she fight then i heard her talk in a soft calm voice
"kentrell please let me go dang i'm tired i wanna go home"
i'm coming to then and i called one of my personal drivers she wasn't leaving i made sure she had no sharp things in her house kodi my bae i need her like she need me
soon as we go to her house she ran upstairs and tried to close the door but that didn't work i pick her up and laid her down with me being on top
"kentrell just move go be with her okay" she said crying
she really hurt i hate seeing her like this i'm just finna speak my mind
look kodi i didn't mean to hurt you i just thought u where like the rest i don't like bre i dont have feelings for bre or nothing i was just caught in the moment if anything my love for you i am showing my emotions but seeing u act like a crazy bitch and trying to kill yourself twice is killing me and i hate seeing you down so if she just at least listen and calm down and spend time with me i promise i'm not gone do nothing i see you for me and you ain't here for my moment you hear for life and im sorry im truly am i just hate seeing you hurt
"kentrell it's fine im not even mad at u im mad because you posting me and stuff feel like a lie like im pair to be your girlfriend" she stop and start crying
"i never treated your wrong kentrell never i just wanted to be happy with u that's all kentrell i only smile for you when u not here i feel empty and when u away for like 5 minutes i feel like you leaving im too attach to you frl and i just hate seeing you leave my brother left and never came back now he in heaven i just don't won't u too leave that's why im like this im sad & angry it's too much i don't know anymore" she said hugging me tighter
im sorry and im here now don't worry im never leaving as long as you promise not to leave me
"i promise as long as u do right"
i promise bae i love you and you don't have to say it back just wanna say i appreciate you
and she smiled going to sleep i love her frl i can't mess this up no more she really crazy i laugh and feel asleep hope she be okay tomorrow
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Lost 🥺 .
Adventure"a girl name kodi is lost and homeless she been on her own since she was 12 she never felt love & never trust nobody until she met kentrell" ( find out more on kodi & her journey ) 💔 . there is a book 2 so read after this because the story not ov...
