Lost 🥺 .

wake up ❤️ .

so it's almost 3 months and i've been in heaven with my brother and i love it here i wanna stay but after my fav doctors & kentrell

was talking my heart felt like i need to go back and see kentrell i woke up and my face as sitting right there she was

telling me how he was so hurt and she can tell he was hurt today i got release from the hospital and

i went & got a new phone because i broke my old one i kinda miss being on earth & i kinda don't i had fun with

my brother his smile & everything then my nephew kayden he so handsome i just love being around him

i remember where kentrell live and decided that i was just gone pop back up yea i know he still with kay

but i'm doing this for us not her not tryna get into there relationship or nothing but he need me just like i need him

me and kentrell 4lifersss just in case kay don't know i knock on the door and i heard his voice
thur the door

& i kinda got scared

"Who tf at my door" he said

i didn't say nun because i miss his voice and i was getting scared

"I SAID WH-" he said

he stop and he look then he start crying i look down then i came closer to him & we hug for a very long time

come on let's talk i said

"okay" he said & he was still crying

i pulled up to the spot i came too when me & kentrell was done and before i went to depressed mode i got out the car and

kentrell was looking at me and he made a confused face i let my seat to the front and told kentrell do the same

i got my blanket from the back & told kentrell get in he got in and he laid down i got on top of him and hug him

like he smell so good i start crying & he start talking

"i miss you kodi i thought you was gone give up on me like i really hope you came bye one day and just kiss all over my face like us in the backseat right now make me happy being under you make me happy i just don't won't you leaving & can you tell me how it was in heaven like did you see me" he said

i was gone leave kentrell i couldn't do it anymore i really tried then i seen my brother in heaven & he said i was in a coma i start talking about you and my heart stop i just wish you came before i died i ask my brother could i stay for 3 months and he said yeah i watch you everyday do stuff you weren't suppose to do and it broke my heart i wanted to come early just to stop you but i couldn't wake up no matter how hard i tried i said

"i really love you i wish you never left in a coma i the first place it was my fault i'm really sorry i'm afraid to lose you honestly" he said

oh and a pretty woman came up to me and  she kiss my hand & she said tell my handsome kenny i said i love him i swear she was the most  beautiful women i ever seen when she kiss my forehead & hold me it felt like i was in your arm sh said you the one and i felt special i said

"you met her that my grandma i miss her thing ain't been the same but she like you & me too" he said

we just chill in the backseat quite not saying a word all you heard we trees i was falling to sleep when kentrell start messing with me

"ma" he kiss me

"baby girl" he said

"baeee wake up" he said kissing me

leave me alone kentrell i said

"no wake up right now for i give you something" he said

i really don't care i was to tried to move i just wanted to stay like this for 5 more minutes neck thing you know some wet go in my pants

wait ken- i said tryna speak

"no yeen wanna get up for me now u up" he said

i moan in his ear which mad him go faster i cum and he kept going that's when i took control i pulled his pants down & he smiled

i got in top riding him with my megan knee he was moaning and that made me go faster

"wai- kodi stop im finna nu-" he said

kodi since when and i start riding him faster

"BAEEE , MA , BABYGIRL CHIL" he said

next thing you know we both cum and outta no where i whisper in his ear "ready to be a daddy"

and he nodded his head i love him so much