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i just woke up and i was feelings sick but i didn't pay attention to it kentrell still here but he sleep i didn't wanna wake him up i went downstairs and start crying but

low so kentrell won't hear me i was hurt it was so much pain build up i lost 2 kids at that didn't even get to met my babies i'm just sad & depressed

i just wish ken understand where i'm coming from like you basically lost a child too & i know he sad just ain't showing emotions it's just so hard i start crying but hurry up and wipe

my tear when i heard kentrell call my name

"BAE" he yelled

yes i said with my voice cracking a lil

"what's wrong bae what happen" he said look very worried

nun im good wanna get food i said

"yea come on" he said

i slip my slides on and we headed in our black bmw we pulled up to chick-fil-a & oder our food then we went to his mom house

"bae i be right back okay" he said looking at me

okay i said

then he left i start crying all over again i hate when he leave me i just think he gone leave for good i love him i do i just hate when he leave

it's like i can't stand when he leave & this ain't normal like i was crying waiting for him to come back i seen him & wipe my tears he got in & we pulled of

i really wanted to cry i'm his arms but i know he hate when i cry i just wanna be under him even tho he sitting right here i love kentrell i wanna be kentrell

i start laughing because im funny kentrell look at me and made a face

"bae what's funny" he said

nun bae but can i ask you some i said

"what's up luv" he said

if i was to ever get pregnant would u be mad at me i said finna cry

"bae why would i be mad as long as i got you & my lil girl i'm good" he said

i smiled wait lil girl who having a girl i'm having a boy ion care not right now but in the future

ain't no girl it's gone be a boy i said

"nawl it's gone be a girl bae" he said

if it's a girl imma be mad asf i mean i do want a lil girl but right now i want a boy so he won't be like kentrell

i did my hygienes & went downstairs to see what kentrell was doing & ofc he was on the game with his friends

i really wanted some attention so he gone have to get off the game

baeee i wine

"yes bae" he said

can you come upstairs i said

"bae wai- dumb bitch pass the ball" he said

kentrelll come on ughh i said

"hollon bae 20 more min" he said

ughh never pay attention to me i swear & i went upstairs he not pay attention i decided to prank him i remember we use to prank all the time

what's up kodi world it's yo girl kodi and i'm back with another prank finna prank bae y'all so this prank gone be talking on the phone & walking out

i'm finna put on a regular dress yall nothing to fancy i'm finna sit the camera downstairs

"bae i'm finna get off in like 15 min okay" he said

mmh i said and put the camera up

alright y'all i did it let the prank begin & sorry bae i love you should've pay me attention i put my dress on that made my but look thick & i fake like i was otp walking downstairs with my keys

hello i said & kentrell look at me

yeah he right here i said

"who det bae" he said

he playing the game but i'm otw see you in a min i said & turnt around so he can see my ass as i was walking out the kitchen

"where you going bae" he said

i'll be back go play the game i'll be back in like 20 min so as you be getting off i should be done k i said & smiled

"one yeen leaving two not with that dress three wtf you finna do that you can't tell me" he said

i'm going to the store go play the game i'll be back i said

"no you not bae come on bro not with that dress at least change" he said

why what's wrong i look ugly i said finna cry

"no bae yo ass to fat & imma kill somebody for looking at it that's why go change you making me mad" he said

ion care that gone see it anyways i said twerking a lil & he grab me by my neck i had to tell him it's a prank before it get outta hand

"i'm not playing take this shit off for i fuck you up" he said in my ear

okay bae it was a prank damm i said & i got the camera out he was hiding his face

bae don't hide now i said laughing & he walk off alright bye kodi world y'all can see he mad but he never wanna pay his baby no attention so i'll see y'all on the next prank

& i turn the camera off & went upstairs to hear kentrell in the shower i just laid in the bed and cried cause  why he get in the shower with out me

i had cried myself to sleep and & kentrell came in got in the bed

"ma" he said

yes i said rubbing my eye

"why you been crying lately i be seeing you but ion say nun & use yo words im not playing ion care if you tried he said

ughh okay so i think you finna leave me & i don't want you too & like i said i'm attach to you so when you leave i'm think u gone leave forveve trying not to cry

i really do love him mane & i can't stop ion know what i would do without him

he smiled at me & brung me closer to his chest

"kodi let me tell you something & listen" he said

i really didn't wanna talk right now i was getting sad

"kodi gaulden you here me" he said calling me his last name cause he know imma answer

yes kentrell i said huffing

"i love you & kentrell Gaulden promise to never leave his kodi okay bae" he said kissing my lips

& i smiled i love you more kentrell & goodnight i said smiling going to sleep he cut the lame off and hug me tighter

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