a darker kind of goodbye

shut up and kiss me

Annas POV:
i woke up on evas lap

"yo connor" i said

"yea whats up" he said

"where we at?" i asked

"um in pennsylvania we have like 3 hours left"

"oh ok"

i went back to sleep but got woken up again by eva

" anna wake up we are gonna eat"

"ok"

eva has been acting a bit strange the past week but im not sure why

anyways we stopped at some resturant to eat

the food was good

i drived for the rest of the way to new york

Evas POV:

after about an hour later we got into nyc and it was so nice since it was already dark and we could see all the beautiful lights hanging everywhere

we all checked into this hotel

anna and me went to our room to the balcony

a: eva can we talk
e: yea of course
a: ok um i wanted to ask you something
e: what anna just ask
a: are you using me?
e: im sorry what
a: i think you heard me pretty clea-

i slapped her across the face and left the room

what the fuck just happend

i ran to katies room because i didnt know who else to talk too

* knock knock

k: who is it?
e: um its eva
k: what wrong eva
e: can we just talk please, face to face
k: im kinda busy right now but you can come back in like 30 mins

i walked away and as i was turning the corner i bumped into connor

c: oh hey
e: hi connor
c: you good?
e: no not really actually
c: im here to talk if you want
e: connor you know anna personally right?
c: yea kinda why
e: does she usually say odd stuff or makes it seem like she doesnt trust you
c: she said something didnt she

i started crying but i wasnt quite sure why

c: look eva, anna is a good person with bad experiences and she hasnt gone through the best things relationship wise. anna has a lot of trouble putting a lot of trust into people and always thinks everyone is betraying her or using her. what im trying to say is that whatever anna might have said to you just know that its really hard for her to trust anyone anymore so please hear her out at least
e: i slapped her
c: why
e: i dont know she thought i was using her and so i slapped her
e: but i feel bad and i think i should go talk to her now
c: i think thats a good idea

Annas POV:

what was i thinking

i wasnt thinking

she probably hates me now

fuck fuck fuck

i definetly deserved that slap

the door opened and eva walked in with tears in her eyes

a: eva im sorry im really sorry i should have never accused you of using me that was really dumb of me
e: no im sorry i should have not slapped you or stormed out like that
a: i just thought that you didnt actually like me the way i like you
e: anna please dont ever question how much i love you when you are literally on my mind 25/8
a: im sorry that was stupid of me its just that no one has ever stayed this long
e: i love you unconditionally anna and i wont leave u and wont use you ever
a: just shut up and kiss me already

i kissed anna and i got the same butterflies in my stomach that i got when i kissed her for the first time

she pulled back

a: so were good?
e: yea loser were good now lets go to sleep

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sorry for the short chapter