Annas POV:
we ate some mcdonaldsi had this bad feeling in my chest
i decided to leave early and go back to the hotel by myself
i walked into my room but eva wasnt there so i assume she is with karina
i waited a couple hours before calling eva
i called her but no answer
i started to get a little worried
i called karina
a: hey karina
k: yea whats up
a: is eva with you
k: yea we are both here you can come if u want
a: okay sure ill be there in like 10 minsi went up to karinas room
"hey" i said to eva and karina
"hi" karina said
eva stayed silent
did i do something
i mean everything was going really well this morning i dont know why she would be mad at me
i layed next to her while karina went to the bathroom
"eva"
"yea whats up" she said not facing me
i put my finger on her chin and made her face me
"are you mad at me?" i asked
"no im not " she said
"is everything okay?" i asked
"yea im fine" she said
"okay" i said
we watched a movie with karina
Evas POV:
it hurts my heart that i cant be honest with anna
i love her too much to tell her
she would hate me.
after the movie me and anna went to our room
i tried avoiding her as much as possible but
"eva please tell me whats wrong"
"i said nothings wrong"
"you can tell me anything i promise ill always be here for you, i love you"
"ANNA JUST LEAVE ME ALONE PLEASE"
"okay im sorry"
fuck now she thinks im mad at her
what the hell am i supposed to do know
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(next day)i woke up and saw anna sleeping on the couch
i didnt say she couldnt sleep with me
i have to tell her its killing me inside
i go to chris's room
*knock knock
no answer
*knock knock
c: what do u want
e: hey chris its eva can u let me inhe opens the door looking tired as fuck
"is everything okay?" he asked
"u have weed right" i said walking in
"yea why?" he said
"i could really use some right now" i said sitting on his bed
"you sure eva ?" he asked
"yes chris just please give me some" i said urgently
he smoked with me
"why did u wanna get high so bad eva?"chris asked
" i just needed to get my mind off things" i said
"what did u do?" he asked
"no nothing why do u think i did something?"i said kinda sounding defensive
"its obvious ur trying to hide it, u can tell me eva"he said honestly
"okay but please dont tell anna" i said
" i wont" he said
"i relapsed"
"oh god eva" he said in a worried voice
"im okay" i said
"i used to deal with a lot of things like that but i think the best thing to do is just tell anna"
"i cant " i said
"its better than lying to her face " he said
"how do i tell her" i asked
"eva u got this the only way to heal is by coming clean with what u did" he said
"okay, thank you chris" i said
he gave me a really tight hug
"before u go maybe u should wait till u sober up a little bit" he said
"ur right" i said
i waited like 2 hours before i went back
i walked back to our room
i opened the door and didnt see anna in there
i checked my phone and she hadnt called or texted me either
maybe she still thinks im mad at her
fuck why do i always do stupid shit
i called her
a: hey...eva
e: hey
a: im on my way back to our room right now is everything okay?
e: yea i just need to talk to ui started stressing out waiting for anna to walk through the door
Annas POV:
i went back to me and evas room but when i walked in i saw her on the floor like she was about to cryi dropped my bag and went to her
"hey its okay" i said in a soft voice
"im sorry anna" she said on the verge of tears
"everything is okay you dont need to apologize"
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a darker kind of goodbye
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