Promising The Moon - 《Jaywon》

no.3

The view looks beautiful but then , jay saw something, more like someone .
Standing still , looking at the sea . It was far away so he couldn't see that well but it looks like a person .

Jay got curious , he wanted to know who was there , it's late, doesn't they have parents, house . Jay got curious. The figure didn't move . It was standing still. And this made jay more curious.

Jay waits if something will happen , nothing happened , jay leans more ,holding himself in the wall near the window so he wont fall , he was in the second floor , but the house was big .

"HEY" jay yelled , he Hope's no one heard him , even if someone from this house heard,  he didn't care,  they cant stop him from screaming too.

When jay yelled ,the figure moved , but it moved like they were drunk, like they wanted to escape ,like they got scared by Jay's yell which jay felt bad about it .

"SORRY" jay again yelled but the figure didn't calmed down,  the figure ran away, the figure was no longer there .

Jay let out a sigh. Why did he yell , he was so curious about them , its probably a he ....jay didn't saw no long hairs , so there s a chance that is a boy but it can be a girl too with short hairs .

Jay stays there a little longer till he felt cold going from his arms to his body, he closed the window and goes back in his bed , thinking about him .

"Tomorrow I'll look again " jay said to himself and goes to sleep again. He was tired to stay awake and what will he do , stay alone in his room doing nothing like a psycho.

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Next morning jay woke up again, seeing himself in his bed with his plushie in his hand . Sweat dripping from his hairs , he was sapcing out a little, 'last night......was it a dream?' jay thought , he couldn't figure it out.  But he decided to see again,  if he is there that means it wasnt a dream .

Getting up from the bed , getting ready,  since he's rich , his room is big and have his own bathroom . The first thing he did was shower , he sweats a lot those days when he sleep and he doesn't know why , he didn't used tho but now he does .

He just feels like he wants to wake up but he cant and since he can't he gets tired and sweats .

He finished showering. He Wore shorts and a tshirt , it was July. He doesn't know what to do now , staying in his room all day and night, it gets boring, no wifi , at least he have games in his TV,  he have a PC so he take the loneliness out by playing his favorite game .

But even when playing it gets bored sometimes dont you think so . He got up and lays in his bed , in the cold sheets , relaxing, this day passed like that too.

While looking at the ceiling, in the ceiling he had stars and a moon with paint. He just loves watching the starts at night especially the moon.

While looking up someone came in his room , again , it was niki , he brought Jay's dinner. In the morning he didn't ate nothing, that was a rule made by his father, which jay didn't even notice cuz he didn't mind it.

Niki bows down when he left the plates in the desk , he was about to leave but jay stops him . "Niki" jay spoke . Niki turns around and hums .

"Stay here for a little " jay said still looking up in the ceiling.  Niki was scared of James (aka Jay's dad) .
It was rule not to go and talk with Jay..

"I know what you're thinking, he doesn't have to know, close the door" jay said and niki did as he was told . He closed the door and goes in front of jay and stands there , looking at jay .

"Sit down " jay said,  he hates how niki acts like they aren't the same age , niki is like Jay's little brother.

Niki sat down , jay didn't spoke,  it was silence, dead silence . Then niki looks at jay and noticed that he was looking at the moon in his ceiling.

"Do you want to know something about the moon" jay said . "Yes hyung " niki said . He really didn't want to know but he wanted to be nice to Jay, and since jay is already sad .

"Have you ever thought of promising  the moon to someone?" Jay asks niki , this was sudden for niki , he doesn't even know the meaning of it.

"Umm...what does that means " niki asks feeling curious.

Jay still looking up he answered "promising the moon , to make promises because you cant fulfill them" jay said . Niki still didn't know what was happening but he nods.

"Like....if I promise someone the moon ... its because they are to good for me that I cant be good for them so I'll promise them the moon one day and they will be more happy ....even if I die ,the moon will be with them but I still  haven't found that someone. " jay said , no expressions in his face , while niki tried not to cry , those words kind of hurts to hear from jay .

Jay isn't this kind of person to say things like that but he did say this time . "Oo...okay " niki said not really sure what to answer to this. It was silence again . Niki checked the time and he saw that he was late .

He got up saying " sorry jay hyung...we'll talk some day if you want...I need to go now " niki said and left saying "goodnight " , closing the door and locking it .

Jay let out a sigh , he didn't ate nothing, he just lays down covering himself with a thin blanket and closed his eyes.

Again , he woke up by the nightmare that he had , the same nightmare, the nightmare of him in a car ...then everything is black jay wakes up. this time he woke up ,he cheeks the time and saw that it was 4 in the morning, he got up and goes in the window hoping to see him again.

He was correct, he did saw him again, he wants to talk but how , if jay yells he was scared that he will leave like last night .

He did anyway "DONT LEAVE...IM ALONE TOO " this was what jay said , hoping that no one heard him and hoping that he doesn't run away again.

To his surprise he didn't, instead he was coming more close to Jay's direction.

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Thank you.