Promising The Moon - 《Jaywon》

no.27

"Have you ever thought of promising the moon to someone? " Jay asks .

Jungwon looks at him , this was a sudden question to ask and in the middle of enjoying the night. "Um....I don't know " jungwon said looking at Jay but jay was looking at the moon .

"Do you know the meaning of it ?" jay again asked without looking at jungwon, he was admiring the moon and tonight it was the time that he will make the promise to him.

"I guess no " jungwon replied, he didn't understand what was going on .

"I'll explain it to you then" jay said calmly, he wasn't showing any emotions . It lowkey scared jungwon. Jay was acting all serious.

"Since I was young I have always thought of this , I don't know where did I found this out but I always wanted to try this ....to find that someone and promise him the moon" jay said and looked at jungwon. Jungwon listens to jay nodding.

"When I grow up I realized that I love boys and not girls....I kept this a secret from everyone " jay said and jungwon hums telling Jay that he is listening to him .

"One day at school I heard someone say that he came out to his parents and they were happy for him , happy that he loves boys so...I wanted to come out too" jay said, taking a deep breath,  he didn't want to crack his voice or cry .

"So ...I did it ...I thought that they will be happy that they will support me but I guess no ....what they did instead is to make my life bad , sad , hard to live ...I shouldn't have done this " jay said and sighs.

"Dont worry that much jay hyung .....you have me" jungwon said,  he didn't know what to say,  he knows it's bad , his parents doesn't support him but he doesn't know what to do about it.

"I'm fine .....so......um yeah I always wanted to promise the moon to someone. "

"Promising the moon it's like....you think that you aren't enough for them or you think that you wont be with them so you promise them the moon. The moon will make them happy even if their loved one is gone ". Jay said like it's easy.

Jungwon looks at him with widened eyes "you dont plan on doing something.....bad?" Jungwon asks , his heart was beating so fast.

"Dont worry .....but I still want to make this promise to that someone and I have found this someone " jay said and looks at jungwon like those words meant for jungwon, which its true.

Those days he have been always with jungwon, he felt happy being with jungwon, he just loves the younger one so ...he wants to promise the moon to jungwon,  you don't know in the future.

This promise might bring you happiness, who knows .

Jungwon didn't know what to say, he froze in his spot.  Looking at jay with a face that says ' dont tell me that its me '.

Jay nods , a tear slowly falling down , jungwon gasped a little,  he didn't want to cry too . " but dont worry ....I told you it's not about your love one is gone......you dont know what might happen in the future so why not promise you to the moon " jay said this time, saying 'you' instead of 'someone'.

Jungwon felt a lot of emotions, he was sad and happy, he was happy that jay loves him and wants to promise him the moon , that means Jay have a lot of trust in jungwon and loves him a lot , but he also was sad about jay , he doesn't want to live without Jay.

"So....jungwon....do you want to promise the moon with me together?" Jay asked this question and it surprised jungwon.

"I understand if you dont want to-" jay said but jungwon cut him off , holding Jay's hand "I want to ....I love this idea " jungwon said and jay smiled , a sad smile in boths faces .

"Okay" jay said and closed his eyes , facing the moon, jungwon did the same and in their minds they both said the same thing , promising the same thing.

'I promise jungwon to the moon '
'I promise jay to the moon'.

Slowly opening their eyes and looking at each other with a smile in their faces . Both laying down .

Jay moves and brought himself, holding himself with his elbow and pecked  jungwons lips .

Jungwon wasn't expecting this,  but it felt nice , so nice . Breaking the kiss and now jay is looking at jungwon, 5 inches away.

Jay reached out and casually tucked a strand of his hair behind his ear, and without meaning to, jungwon sucked in a breath and leaned in to his touch.
This felt good. Jungwon looks like he was craving this . Having someone to hold your cheek and you lean in this touch .

Then jay dipped his head down and pressed his mouth to his, his rough stubble scratching against his chin in the most delicious way, his brain shut up entirely. His arm wrapped around his waist, cinching jungwon to him, and jungwon put his hands in his hair, feeling the silken strands between his fingers.

Kissing, their lips moving, making them wet with their tongues , it was good to kiss someone that you love .

Slowly breaking their kiss , eyes half closed. Jungwons breaths hits Jay's face.

"Let's got to my room now " jay said and jungwon nods .

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Thank you.