'Shit...why did I had to say that ....whyyyyy' jay thought, jungwon caught him saying sweet word and its their 4th time meeting .
"You heard it wrong I guess" jay said, sounding serious, he was good at acting. Jungwon only nods, jungwon was sure that he heard it clearly but Jay says not so he guesses it's a no!.
Jay felt relief, he sighs slowly, making sure jungwon didn't heard him sigh . They keep quiet, they didn't spoke.
"Hehe....I don't understand " jungwon said with a small laugh and jay looks at him with curiosity ."don't understand what?" Jay asks .
"You know ....we dont talk but i dont get bored being with you ....even though its dead silence " jungwon finished his sentence.
"Oh.....you're right...same goes to me .hehhe" jay said and laughs a little, it got a little awkward cuz they were still strangers or friends?.
Jay looks at jungwon and jungwon looks at Jay's face , looking at each other and they both burst out laughing.
Laughing like it was something funny and they only took a glance at each other. "Ehahahaha why are you laughing??" Jay said between his laughs.
"I dont know why " jungwon replied still laughing. Its because it was silence and it made it to laugh . For them it was funny. Soon they calmed down and kept on looking straight.
"So....will you say something " jay spoke. He wanted to get close with jungwon.
"Humm...like what ?" Jungwon asks. Playing with the sand .
"I dont know...your life maybe !" Jay said . He wanted to know about jungwon more but jungwon didn't said nothing.
"..I wish..but if we get more close I will tell you everything about me" jungwon said and jay nods in understatement. Jay now thinks if he pushed it to much.
"Sorry " jay said "why sorry" jungwon asks.
"I dont know....it slipped from my mouth I guess.....but also for asking you questions that make you uncomfortable " jay said looking at jungwon.
"Uncomfortable??nah dont worry about it " jungwon said and jay was glad about it hoping jungwon didn't lie only to be nice at jay .
"But like...let's say something about ourselves so we got to know each other and be close " jay said with a smile in his face and jungwon agrees.
"You go first " jungwon told jay and jay hums.
"Okay so.....I'm 19 and ...um ...I dont really have friends ..um...I don't know what to say ask something if you're interested "jay said .
"Hum...I don't know...but I'm 17 so you're my hyung " jungwon said and Jay smiles , he felt happy , he loves how jungwon said hyung .
"Soo...we're friends now " jay said and jungwon nods." I guess so " jungwon said .
"Heyyy...why dont you smile ..." jay said with a pout , he wanted jungwon to act like jay and be like friends.
Jungwon kept quiet and looks at jay showing him a smile "here.." jungwon said and Jay giggles at it.
"Hehe...your smile is beautiful " jay said, this time he meant it to say it out loud. Jungwon looks down , he felt shy by Jay's words. "Thanks" jungwon said quietly.
Jay smiling secretly, noticing that he made jungwon blush .
"You said that you dont have friends...why?" Jungwon suddenly asked making Jay to stop smiling.
"Um......I'm scared of having friends, I'm afraid that they will leave me once they figure out that I'm..g-" jay spoke but he stops when he realizes what he was about to say . Jay hoping that jungwon doesn't ask him about it.
"That you are ...what ?" Jungwon ask. 'Fuck' jay thought. He didn't know what to do ,what if jungwon will hate him now , he didn't want that to happen.
"Um..I.. that I.. m." Jay tried to speak but he was stuttering because he was nervous about it.
"Its okay Jay hyung...you can tell me anything you want ....i wont judge you " jungwon said it so innocently and cute , calling jay hyung it felt great that made jay to forget about it and say the truth.
"Okay...um....I'm gay" jay said, closing his eyes tightly, he couldn't look at jungwon, he felt sacred about it .
"Glad.....why would you be afraid for being gay?" Jungwon asks. Jay opened his eyes and looks at jungwon " you're okay with me being gay....with me liking boys?" Jay asks widened his eyes .
"Ofcourse yes ....why not ...and ...for your information I'm pan " jungwon said and jay couldn't believe it, he thought that jungwon was straight.
"Oo...that's good then ....I'm glad too " jay said.
"Glad why?" Jungwon asks , jay stops wherever he was doing. Touching his hairs .
"Um....I dont know...its ...I'm glad that i have a pan friend " jay said, he wasn't sure why was he glad about jungwon liking boys too.
"Hum...okay " jungwon replied shortly.
It was quite again. While sitting doing nothing jay heard someone .
"Park jongseong.....wake up"
Jay looked behind him ,it looked like someone called him ."are you okay?" Jungwon asks . Jay gulps.
"Yeah....did you heard something?" Jay asks .
"When?" Jungwon asks.
"Just now ....someone said my name " jay told jungwon, but jungwon said that he didn't heard nothing.
"Look ...I'm sorry jungwon but I need to go back ...I'm scared of my dad " jay said and got up ready to leave but jungwon stops him.
"Wait...what's wrong with your dad?" Jungwon asks . Jay didn't want to answer to that question.
"I'm sorry jungwon...next time maybe " jay said and run going back to his room.
Laying down in his bed , he wanted to come back here cuz he thought that he heard someone call his name is a signal for him to go back home. He just was scared .
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Promising The Moon - 《Jaywon》
FanfictionJay's parents grounded jay for being gay and wont let him come out from his room but jay would always sneak out at 4 in the morning just to meet with jungwon. Highest ranking 🥇#1 in jaywon .
