Promising The Moon - 《Jaywon》

no.14

"HEY"

It startled jay , he flinched going back a little, jungwon was in the roof top , holding himself with his legs and he was hanging there , looking at jay cuz his face was near Jay's window, this scared jay .

"Oh fuck " jay let out a curse, he held his chest trying to breath , and jungwon was laughing at him ."ahh sorry ....did I scare you?" Jungwon asks and he drops himself, he was on the ground now, in the yard.

"Dont do that again " jay said , getting mad at jungwon and he goes down too . Jungwon only giggling at jay and Jay was scared to look in his eyes .

"Sorry sorry" jungwon said and they kept on walking ,going at the sea , sitting down. Jay was afraid of jungwon now. And jungwon noticed it.

"Jay hyung ....why are you like this ....I haven't meet you for 2 months " jungwon says and jay looks at jungwon with a shocked expression on his face.

"2 months??it was two days " jay says and jungwon looks at him .

"What are you talking about....it have been 2 months ...I was busy with something " Jungwon said and jay didn't said nothing now , slowly gulping, this jungwon was playing with Jays mind.

"Jungwon....can I ask you something?" Jay said looking at jungwons eyes and licking his dry lips . Jungwon nods .

"Tell me the truth " Jay spoke , his throat was getting dry , gulping so he can make it wet with his salivas.

"Tell you what?" Jungwon asked .

Jay wanted to ask jungwon a lot of questions but he was scared to do , he didn't want to lose jungwon and he doesn't know why .

"Never mind....let's have this conversation another time " Jay said looking at his fingers , they were shaking a lot, jay was a person with a lot of issues.

"Weird but okay " jungwon said and he looks down , no one speaking, everytime when they get close one of them always will ruin the comforts that they shared with each other.

It was silence and jungwon broke it with "ᴵ ᵐᶦˢˢᵉᵈ ʸᵒᵘ" ". Jungwon said it in a lower tone and his voice sounding cute and soft . To shy to look at jay .

Jay heard him and looks at him , jay missed jungwon too , "I missed you too" jay said and jungwons heart was flying high .

Jungwon smiling and then jay smiling too , both smiling at each other. They were happy at that moment , both missed each others presence. And jay was lowkey scared about everything that is happening, he doesn't understand why jungwon doesn't speak the truth , jay already told him about his life but jungwon said another time, he Hope's, waiting for that time to come . Soon . Maybe.

"So...how have you been jay hyung " jungwon asked . Jay kept quiet thinking .

"Good...I guess " jay said with a sigh.

"That didn't sound good ....you can tell me anything you want " jungwon said , looking at Jay's eyes , his eyes were shining, you can yell that his eyes were telling pain but jay always would put a smile on when he is with jungwon.

"I dont really know jungwon .....I'm.....I'm just scared " jay said , biting his lips cuz he was nervous.

"Why ...is there something stressing you out.?" Jungwon again asked , hoping he doesn't sound annoying.

Jay Sighs " I'm scared about everything..my life , my soul, I feel like something is wrong ...I feel dead not alive " jay said hoping that jungwon understand what jay meant by this.

"To be honest with you ....I feel the same like you ...but dont be scared , I'm not scared see" jungwon said and showed jay a smile , showing his dimples.
Jay smiled "hum.." jay hums.

"You can poke my dimples if you want " jungwon said which Jay got surprised by it ofcourse.

Jay turned a little to his left side , looking at jungwon and jungwon showed his dimples even more and this made jay to poke them.

Jay brought his left hand slowly rising it up, placing his point finger in jungwons right dimple . Jay's finger goes deep in his cheek like 1 cm and chuckles at it.

Jungwon giggled , making cute noises and now jay brought his other hand too and pinched his cheeks. Swinging his head slowly side to side.

"Ahh cute...you're so cutee" jay said while pinching jungwons cheeks and jungwon was only smiling .

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Thank you....sorry for short chap.