sÆnts - nct, nahyuck

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"haechan, why are you looking at me like that?" the girl raised a brow, seeing the boy trembling in front of her. "you're supposed to be the one in control."

"w-why a-am i h-here...?"

"to fuck. why else?" she snorted, sending the other into panic mode. "hey! what are you doing?!"

she looked as her sex interest stood up from the bed and ran towards the door, not daring to look behind him.

he continued running, getting out of the house, and losing himself into the busy streets.

donghyuck didn't know where to go.

he didn't know where he was.

he knew nothing.

and he couldn't see jaemin around.

he was alone, in the middle of the city, wearing only a shirt and boxers.

he was completely lost.

people were looking at him strangely, he felt sick.

why couldn't jaemin be there?

"oh, haechan!"

donghyuck turned around, seeing a group of boys approaching him.

his heart started beating faster.

were they going to hit him?

"where did you put your pants dude?" one of them laughed.

"want to have a smoke with us?" the other proposed, showing his pack of cigarettes.

he didn't answer.

he didn't move either.

his body didn't cope with his mind who was screaming at him to run away.

"come on, you never refuse to have a smoke." another boy said.

"plus, we have a lighter. we know you always forget yours."

haechan gulped.

his body was slowly reacting to his brain's orders.

he would be able to run away.

"haechan? is everything okay?" one of the boys leaned forwards, looking at him from a close point of view.

"do you think he's wasted?"

"he doesn't look drugged."

"maybe just drunk?"

"hey, haechan, you alright?"

a boy reached for his arm, and this move was what sent him into complete madness.

donghyuck screamed in fear, trying to back off.

he gesticulated, hitting the boys that were trying to hold him.

he felt awful.

the boys ended letting him go, and donghyuck managed to run away, losing them behind as he turned into a small alley.

he fell on the floor there, crying loudly all the tears he could.

his mind was a mess, and his head was spinning like hell.

he felt as if he would faint soon.

but he couldn't.

not there, alone, half naked, and in such a dangerous alley.

he needed to stay strong.

he needed to pray for someone to find him.

Æ

jaemin did the only thing he had been doing the past days.

walking around seoul.

him and haechan had spoken the day before, and since then, haechan had been quite distant.

sure, he wasn't mean towards jaemin, but he wasn't the most pleasant boy either.

jaemin imagine he had messed up with his mind telling him everything about donghyuck.

a loud shriek made him raise his head quickly, but jaemin didn't really pay attention to it.

he wasn't in one of the best districts, but it wasn't his job to help people around.

the only person he was supposed to help was haechan, his human.

and the boy surely didn't want him to be around at the moment.

so, jaemin kept walking, kicking pebbles or stepping on dead leaves on the pavement.

he had nothing better to do anyway.

he wondered if he would ever see his boyfriend again.

it seemed like a lost hope.

perhaps that mark was right.

reviving donghyuck's memories was a mistake.

now, he was twice sadder than before.

and now, his relationship with haechan was weird.

and all that to see his boyfriend for a few hours.

"fuck my life..." jaemin sighed, kicking the same pebble over and over again.

the pebble didn't fly straight in front of him, but was deviated and hit the wall of an alley.

jaemin gave up on his pebble, long lost in the dangerous alley. he would find another one on the dirty street.

however, he heard whimpers in this alley, making him step inside.

what he saw made him gasp loudly.

"haechan, what are you doing here?" the angel asked, running towards his human. "why don't you have trousers? haechan? what happened?"

jaemin panicked as he saw the boy's eyes closing on their own.

how could he be in this state?

why hadn't jaemin felt it?

"haechan, please, stay awake..." jaemin shook his body.

"n-na..."

"come on." jaemin pulled the boy up, wrapping his arms around the boy to carry him.

"n-nana..."

jaemin froze with the boy in his arms.

"nana?" he asked out loud.

"i love you..." he heard the boy whispering. "...nana..."

and that's when jaemin understood that he was holding donghyuck, his boyfriend.