the struggle

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JJ's POV

Falling for your bests friend's girl has its complications, especially when you all have to live together. Every day my feelings get stronger, I've never felt this way about anyone but out of all the people I could feel this way about it had to be my bests friend's girl talia. I can't act on it; it could jeopardise my friendship with Simon even the rest of the sidemen. It could ruin my reputation imagine that ksi falls for his best friend's girl, it would be everywhere.

I always find myself looking for ways to spend time with her even if it is just in a friend way, I like her company.

I was sat in my room looking through my album AOTP I need one more song ready for 2 months to go on the album, but I need one more feature for my song rent free I have one verse ready and a beat, but I need a few more verses and someone to sing the chorus

"Maybe a girl would sound good on this track" I said out loud to myself

It hit me then, I could get talia on the track she would sound great, and it would give me an excuse to spend some time with her.

I got up from my set up and made my way out of my room and into Simon's office.

I go there and knocked on the door, I heard the loud yell of Simon to come in so I slid open the door and saw Simon sat at his set up and talia sat on the been bag near the door.

"what's up bro" Simon said Turing to face me with a smile

"Well, I was wondering if I could talk to talia for a sec, its for a song" I added to the end, so it didn't sound too sus

"Ye sure" she said before Simon could reply

She got up from the bean bag and we both made our way over to the door and walked out talia shutting the door behind her as she left.

We went and sat on the living room sofa face to face, "so what's up "she asked pulling me out of my thoughts.

"Well, I need one more song for my album and I have one verse writ and the beat and I'm looking for a feature for the track and I was thinking that a girl would sound better on it" I say as she was nodding along making it clear that she understood

"So, I was wondering if you wanted to be that feature on the song"

Her eyes widened and lit up as I say that last sentence.

"Oh my god yes I would love too" she squealed "I thought you were going to ask me if I new anyone to be on the track not to actually be the feature" she spoke through a massive smile

"that's great and not definitely not you would sound perfect on the song" I say to her smiling massively too

"Thank you so much jj when do we start this?" she askes me

"Well, we have 3 months to get it finished before the album drops and then well need to promote it and all that goes with doing a song" I state

"Ok that sounds good if you send me the beat ill write up a first draft and see where it goes with your verses" she states

"Ye that good ill sent it to you now and ill book in for a studio tomorrow at 12 if that's ok" I ask

"Yep, that's good thank you see much for this jj it means a lot" she said getting up and hugging me

I hug he back and reply, "its ok and thank you for doing this"

We pull away from the hug and we look into each other's eyes for a few seconds they looked so welcoming and kind there was so much happiness behind them. I brock I contact with her for some reason it was hard to do, I didn't want to, but I did, and I don't know why she wasn't pulling away ether and it wasn't awkward at all I liked having her in my arms it was comforting.

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