Pills

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⚠️TW talks a little bit about pills and mental health⚠️
Dixie's POV:
We drove home and we were just watching a movie but I started falling asleep, "Dix let's go to bed your tired" Noah whispered in my ear "O-ok" I said starting to get up, "no no let me" he picked me up like a baby and carried me up to my room. He was so sweet. He tucked me in then started walking out of my room, "hey where are you going" I asked "I'm going to the guest bedroom" he responded "Noah we cuddled when we were friends and now we're dating come here" I said patting the bed. He got in next to me and wrapped his arm around my waist and rested his hand on my stomach "goodnight bub" he said to me, bub?... I like it.

Noah's POV: We fell asleep cuddling. Man I really like this girl. I stayed up for about an hour just thinking about us, We've only been dating for a couple hours but something about this felt right. I ran my fingers through her hair a couple times, when suddenly I heard her lightly snore. She's so freaking cute. After about 10 more minutes I fell asleep. I woke up the next morning and she was still asleep so I got up and made her breakfast.

Dixie's POV: I woke up and Noah wasn't there, I went down stairs and he was making me breakfast, "good morning" I said walking down the stairs "morning beautiful" he said, I got butterflies. We ate breakfast and a couple hours later we decided we were gonna go out to dinner, while I was getting ready Noah came up to me and put his hands on my waist, "are you ok with my hands here?" he asked, I love that he asked permission and made sure I was comfortable, "of course" I responded. I finished getting ready and we headed out to the car, charli was sleeping over at a friends so it was just me and Noah, we drove to the restaurant and he opened my car door for me, the restaurant was outdoors and we ordered food, we were talking and having a great time, once our food got there I took about one bite then looked to my right across the street and saw a bunch of paparazzi, I sighed and didn't even wanna eat anymore. I hate it when they show up and I know that they are gonna ask me and Noah questions about why we are together, I wanted to try and keep this relationship private because I didn't want social media to mess it up, but I don't think I'm gonna have a choice and that eventually its gonna come out. Noah noticed that I stopped eating
(N-Noah. D-Dixie)
N-What's wrong bub?
D-Paparazzi...
N- Oh do you wanna go?
D- No it's ok.
Noah's POV:
She clearly wasn't ok. Paparazzi didn't really bother me. I mean sometime it did but not usually, but it really bothered Dixie. She didn't like everyone calling her name and the questions and flashing lights. We continued eating, as soon as we walked out of the restaurant a bunch of people came toward us, there were some kids who were crying because they were fans and Dixie decided to take a couple photos with them. I love how even though she didn't wanna be there she always put her fans first. I also took a couple pictures. "hey you two make a wonderful couple" one of the paparazzi said "a couple of besties" Dixie responded, I giggled because of how she said it, we got asked a couple more questions then drove back to Dixie's house, before bed she went into the bathroom and the door was creeked open and I saw her take some meds. But I didn't know what they were for. She has never told me about having to take any meds and then I thought maybe it was Tylenol but she took about 3 pills. She walked out of the bathroom and sat next to me on the couch
(N-Noah. D-Dixie)
N-bub I saw you taking pills. What were they
D-Um...nothing
N-Dix come on you never tell me anything
D-I just don't like opening up.
N-Come on please tell me...
D-There for my anxiety..
N-You have anxiety? Dixie why did you never tell me
D-Well I mean lots of people have it, But idk the meds help me. It's really stupid
N-No it's not! It's a serious thing and if your ok with it I wanna help you out with it.
D-Really?...
N-Of course! Were the pills just for anxiety or is there something else your not telling me?
D-Nope just for anxiety
Dixie's POV:
I lied. It's for my anxiety and depression. My depression isn't that bad, I have bi polar depression so its not that serious, the doctors gave me a small dose to take everyday. One pill for my bi polar depression and two for my anxiety. I didn't want Noah to know about the depression because idk I don't wanna stress him out or something. After about 40 minutes I got tired so we went up to my room, cuddled then fell asleep

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