I'm Yours/ Doah Story

Im sorry

3 months later
Dixies POV:
It's been 4 months since my parents passing, Me and charli are doing great, some days are hard but we're doing ok, charli moved in with Avani so me and Noah have the apartment back. And great news I got my tube removed, I finally gained enough weight and I started eating more so weight wise I'm ok, Me and Noah have been trying for a baby for the past 3 months. I have had over 30 negative pregnancy tests, Me and Noah did it last night so I'm gonna take another one today, it's 10am and me and Noah are just cuddling. Noah's still asleep and I'm just thinking, about everything. Noah eventually woke up, "Good morning beautiful" Noah said smiling, "morning" I said back.
"I'm guessing you've been waiting for me to wake up so you can take a test?" He asked smiling, "yep! Now wake up please" I said patting his chest, "ok ok I'm up" he said getting up, we both got dressed in comfy clothes.

Noah's POV:
Dixie went into the bathroom and took the test. I was waiting outside the door, Dixie has been really sad because of all the failed tests, over 30..30 tests...She keeps saying she wants to keep trying but I can tell she's getting really tired of all of this, Which is sad because she wants a kid so bad, I also really want this to happen, Just picturing Having a kid with her makes me so happy,
"Ok we have to wait 3 minutes" Dixie said walking out of the bathroom, "ok, how you feeling?" I asked, "nervous" she said chewing on her bottom lip, "Hey it's-" "Noah you keep saying everything is gonna be ok but I have had over 30 negative tests...What if it never happens?.." she asked tearing up, "We could always do IVF-" I started saying but then I got cut off by a alarm, "It's time to check..." she said, the test was flipped upside down and I put my hands on her waist, she flipped over the test and...Negative...test 33 negative. Dixie started crying, "shh shh it's gonna be ok" I said pulling her into a hug, "W-why can't I fucking get pregnant" she said crying, "Babe I promise we're gonna get a baby" I said rubbing her back, "I fucking hate my body!! I just wanna have a baby that's all I want" she said crying into my chest, I brought her back into our bedroom she cried for about 15 minutes,
"How about we try one more time. Then maybe we can do IVF?" I asked her, she nodded her head. "Baby....I know you want this bad, and so do I, but maybe this is a sign that we're not ready" I said, she looked at me, "Noah, we've been trying for 3 months which has g-given me plenty of time to think...I want this more than anything!! I'm ready! Im ready for the screaming I'm ready for the diaper changes and the throw up I'm ready and all I fucking want is to have a little boy or a little
Girl!!! Noah...why can't my body do this?..." she asked me while crying, "Bub a lot of girls struggle with this, and I can't imagine what it feels like...I know your ready, I know you would be a great mom...Your body can do this I know it can it's just gonna be harder for you, but I swear to you we will get our baby" I said smiling, I didn't notice but I was tearing up,
She laid her head on my chest, "I'm sorry I can't make you a daddy" she said tearing up again and sniffling, "Don't say sorry, Its not your fault baby" I said kissing her head,
"I wanna try one more time" she said, I nodded.
The next day
Noahs POV:
I woke up and Dixie was awake, "Hey baby" I said smiling, "hi" she said with a slight smile, last night me and Dixie did it, it's our last try then we might do IVF, I'm praying this is our lucky shot, we got ready and dixie went in and took a pregnancy test, "We have to wait 3 minutes" she said opening the door, I went into the bathroom and the stick was there, upside down, The timer then went off, "no matter what happens I love you" I whispered in her ear, we started counting down, 3...2....1...