Chapter 9
Having confidence:Our heart's die bit by bit every single day and it's only up to us to stop it from happening. Frankie I'm sorry I pulled the gun out, tried to bash your head in with a hammer and chased you around the house with a knife. You should know that I'm very bipolar, but that's no excuse for me to treat you the way I do. I'm very confident enough that we'll be ok and I'm confident enough that nothing can ever break us or rip us apart from each other. Yeah I know it looks wrong to what I've done to you, but you're not so innocent. I feel like I'm just a puppet and you're pulling the strings to bring out this dark side of me. You really do keep me happy, but I'm just to toxic for you. To toxic to actually go back to being in love with you. I really just want you to help fix me.
Having confidence:Back to the dying heart. Hell my dying heart that was filled with nothing but pure. This dying heart has put a lot of pressure on my relationship with people. Rather it's Frankie, friend's or family, the relationships still can be unstable. Unstable like my life has been the past 4 year's. God all of this feeling around my heart is pathetic as hell underneath and in these walls that I built. I'm so confident when my heart is in the right place after all its been through. Damn I wish I can just stop my heart from dying, cause it doesn't deserve that. It doesn't deserve to be murdered in cold blood like this is some sort of movie. This shit is beyond real and I'm feeling like I'm stuck trying to seek the better good. Sad to say someone has to fucking die. I just don't know who.
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