A Guy From My Dream

(10)

HYUNJIN

When I woke up, I saw Han is sleeping on a benched. I look around then realized that this is hospital.

Again?

It has been months I'm not admitted to the hospital.., why would I ended up here all over again?

"Jinnie... Open the door! Please dont do anything!! Talk to me!"

Oh, yes. Thats how I ended up here.. I recalled back. Poor Han, he must be worry like hell that time.

What in the actual frack I just did? Then I stare at my bandaged hand.. sudden realizations, I... Cut myself again...

I sigh aloud.

"Hyunjinie... You're awake?"

Wait.. Han is still there sleeping.. but who's voice is this? I turn my face and there's stood Minho hyung beside my bed.

"H-hyung... How can you be here?" I find it impossible, since Minho hyung is here at the hospital.. who told him- Han...

"Han called me last night, luckily I was fast or I might lose you, Hyunjin." He said while glancing at Han.

Oh.. I see now. Han and Minho hyung has made it up together again.

I nods, get the situation.

"How are you feeling?" He sit on the edge of my bed.

While looking at him, I tried to get up and sit. Minho hyung help me to sit down.

"I dont know what I feel now hyung. I felt burdensome. I felt stupid. I promised myself, that I want to fight my trauma back but when the actual things happen, I collapsed. I felt weak and coward."

My heavy heart couldn't hide this anymore, I poured every emotions I got in front of Minho hyung.

"No, you're not weak. You're just do not have that courage to do so. Dont blame yourself okay? You have Han and you have hyung. Lets face this together." He assured me who is already giving up on myself.

I slightly smile at him while nodding. Then Han began to wake up from his sleep. Once he opened his eyes, he immediately turn to us.

"Yah, you're awake? Are you okay, jinnie?" He get up from the bench and come closer to me to check on me.

"I'm okay, Hanie. Sorry for troubling both of you." I said.

"No, no, no. Dont say that.. you're not troubling us at all."

I feel touched hearing this. Han always be by my side no matter in what state. I'm so grateful having them as my friends.
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HAN

Minho hyung drove us home. He did everything. He paid for the hospital bills because I forgot to bring my wallet and now he's the one who brought us home. I feel a bit embarrassed thinking about this.

"Its okay, I can go in by myself." Said Hyunjin when I was going to lead him in.

I stare at him so that he wont leave me with Minho hyung alone here.

"Talk things out, my dude. I want to go inside now." He said while suspiciously smiling at me. I just shake my head at him, didnt dare to look at Minho hyung.

This dude.. he has an audacity, huh?

"Fighting!" With that, Hyunjin leave me and Minho hyung at the living room.

Stiff. I find floor more interesting than him, but I could feel that he is still staring at me.

Then he is clear his throat making me unintentionally looking at him.