L O V E ?

Kabanata 8

BELLE'S POV

Pumunta ako sa isang bar kung saan madalas ko siyang napapanood tumugtog.

Nagbabakasakaling makita ko siya dito. After niyang umalis kanina sa student council room ay hindi na siya bumalik,same as Sela.

Sela just messaged in our group chat that she'll go somewhere.

Hindi ko alam bakit nasaktan ako ng malamang she has someone in her heart already.

Pagkapasok ko sa bar ay nag-umpisa na itong tumugtog ulit.

"Got no idea
Where I'm going
I'm lost
I guess it comes with having too much time
She's got her mind where her heart should be
And I use my heart where my mind is free."  When I heard it,I know she's the one who's singing.

Umalingawngaw boses niya sa aking tainga,na para bang boses niya lang ang aking naririnig.

I gulped when I saw her full of sweats. She's hot.

"'Cause I don't see the point in telling her I love her." But you already did. I thought.
"When I know it goes one ear and out the other
She don't feel it the same way
Well maybe, maybe as a friend
But even then I know I'm all alone
Got no one in the end." Ramdam ko ang sakit sa bawat linyang kinakanta niya.

Masakit man,ako'y namamangha pa rin sa ganda ng kaniyang boses.

She really convey the songs pretty well.

Does she really love her best friend that much?

"My imagination
Wanders off
Making up all kinds of scenes
I know I'll never star in
And I'm wondering
What keeps me tied down
I need some help
Pull me back to the ground."

I'm willing to help,if you will let me. I thought, answering the song she's singing.

"And I
I don't wanna think about it
And I
I don't wanna think about it
'Cause I know how I feel
And it's whole and it's real
But I don't know if I should still keep on going."

Sa bawat pagkanta nito sa bawat letra ay dama mo ang bigat ng nararamdaman niya.

Nang malapit na itong matapos ay ipinikit niya mga mata niya para damhin ang kanta.

"'Cause I don't see the point in telling her I love her
When I know it goes one ear and out the other
She don't feel it the same way
Well maybe, maybe as a friend
But even then I know I'm all alone
Got no one in the end." She opened her eyes when she sang the last sentence and it met mine.

My heart skipped a beat,our eyes still on each other.

Umalis ito sa stage at kinuha ang kaniyang gitara. I'm still looking at her,I can't take away my eyes on her.

"Hey!" She snapped her fingers. I blinked,hindi ko namalayan na nakatitig pa rin pala ako sa kaniya.

I immediately avert my gaze at parang hindi na ako mapakali kakatingin kung saan-saan. Nag-init pisngi ko dahil sa ginawa ko.

"Mag-isa ka?" She asked still looking into me kaya hindi ako makatingin sa kaniya.

"May nakikita ka bang kasama ko?" Kunyaring pagtataray ko para makalimutan ang nangyari.

She let out a soft chuckled. I looked at her, my eyebrows knitted.

"Magkaibigan nga kayo." She blurted out randomly. Which makes me raised my eyebrow."Sino?"