L O V E ?

Kabanata 17

SELA'S POV

Pumunta ako ng school kahit na hindi maganda pakiramdam ko. Uminom naman na ako ng gamot and I hope mawala ito.

It's freaking saturday and here we are going to school dahil may kailangan kaming gawin. Audition.

Wala akong klase ng saturday kaya 'yon ang nakalaan kong oras sana para sa shoot kaso iba ngayon. I need to skip for the meantime,halos araw-araw nasa shoot din naman ako kaso gabi nga lang kaya I'm always puyat.

"Wala po ba kaming goodluck?" Coleen asked as her Mari with Dian went to us.

Naipakilala na rin pala nila 'tong mga 'to sa kaibigan ni Abby habang wala ako. Maaga kasi sila pumunta dito and they all agreed to have lunch. While me,I'm still at the road. Ang daya nga nila,'di nag-aya.

"Good luck babies." Rans the first one to spoke at pinanggigilan pa si Coleen.

Napasimangot si Coleen at tinawanan lang ni Rans.

Matapos naming mag-goodluck sa kanila ay bigla namang dumating si Abby at agad tumabi sa akin. "Hi,there."

"Ate Abrie------" Hindi natapos ni Coleen sasabihin niya ng biglang tinakpan ni Rans bunganga niya.

My brows furrowed in confusion. Why would Rans do that to Coleen. Kahapon pa 'yang Abrielle na 'yan. This time I have this feelings that it's not Gabb anymore dahil hindi naman magkakilala si Coleen at Gabb.

I looked at the person beside me who's awkwardly rubbing her nape because of nervousness.

Rans whispered something to Coleen that makes Coleen nod her head and gave a dagger looked at Abby.

"Do you know her,Coleen?" Jem asked.

"We are cousins." Coleen just simply answered at hinila na palayo sina Mari at Dian.

"You don't need to tell everything,just don't lie. I hate it." I impassively said and leave them to go to our designated place dahil mag-uumpisa na ang audition.

I looked at the person beside dahil nakakailang buntong hininga na siya simula ng mag-umpisa ang performance.

"What?" I asked getting irritated by her sighs.

"So you're already convinced that they are lying?"

I faint a smile dahil hindi naman ako sigurado sa mga napapansin ko. 

"Don't think about it too much. Alam kong may rason sila ba't nila nagagawa 'yon." She stated ng hindi ako sumagot.

I hummed at her as a response dahil alam ko 'yon. Rans won't do something if isn't reasonable enough to do it.

"Still holding grudges from the past?"

flashback......

"Tara Sela?" Aya sa akin ni Keith. 

I shook my head dahil hindi tama ang lumiban sa klase. Iyon ang turo sa akin ni Mama at ayaw na ayaw niyang gumagawa ako ng hindi maganda.

"Puro ka na lang pag-aaral. Kailangan mo naman magsaya. Ako bahala sa'yo."

"No."

I went away with him dahil hindi talaga pwede. Ngunit hindi pa man ako nakakalayo ay bigla na lang may sumita sa amin.