Emotionless

CHAPTER 6

LISA'S POV

Let's see...it's been a few days since Jennie said she would help me with my emotions and let me tell you...she had trouble

The whole time through the dinner, the other night, she did nothing, but try to make me laugh or smile, but she just accomplished making me more annoyed and raised brows from her parents and mine. Let me tell you, she's persistent and hasn't given up yet. That's something I find interesting about her. She never gives up

"Lili, can I come over to your house after school?" She asked tilting her head

"Why?"

"Because I have an idea on how I can make you feel something" she replied quietly

Curious about what she had in mind I agreed to let her come over

I pulled into my house and we walked to my door. I got my keys out and started searching for my house key. "Okay one second," I said looking at Jennie

I noticed she was holding her bag close to her and looking everywhere nervously like she was hiding something. "What's wrong with you?" I asked

She snapped her face to me and smiled nervously. "Nothing, but can you hurry"

I sighed and finally found the key to unlock the door and let us in. "So what was your idea to make me feel something?" I asked while putting my things down

She stood there messing with her bag then looked at me, "Okay...I'll tell you or more like show you, but you have to promise to agree to do this?" She asked staring at me seriously

What did I have to lose?

"Okay, fine I promise," I said in a calm tone

She smiled widely. "Okay great! Now can you please go sit down while I put in the movie?"

I did as she asked and walked over to the couch and sat down. I then watched Jennie put her bag down by the TV then quickly closed all the blinds making the living room pitch dark. This is odd

"Are your parents home?" She asked nervously

"No"

"Okay good" she then dug in her bag and grabbed a movie, but I couldn't tell what it was, because she quickly took the CD out and quickly put it in the DVD player. She then walked over and sat by me on the couch

"What movie are we watching?" I asked. "You'll see...but I'm confident that this will make you feel something," she said half smirking

I turned my attention to the TV and saw a woman talking on the phone. Then another woman walks in, making the one on the phone hang up and turn her attention to her. They then start having a conversation with each other

This is supposed to help me?

Then all of a sudden those women somehow start kissing. They then stopped and walked into a bedroom and continued their kissing

Okay, what's going on?

Their kissing stopped and they started taking their clothes off slowly until they were naked. They then went back to kissing but did it while laying on the bed

"Why are we watching porn, Jennie?" I asked turning and looking at her, but she was too into the show, watching with wide eyes. I turned back to watching the TV and just continued watching again

The two women are now sucking and touching each other everywhere causing them to moan. The only thing I'm feeling right now is uncomfortable...but my heart started beating a bit faster

I continued watching them touching each other more and the only thing you could hear was nothing, but moaning from the TV

I then heard an annoying breathing sound. What's that noise? I looked over at Jennie and noticed she was breathing heavier. I'm gonna get a drink, so I won't have to hear her or watch this

I got up and started walking around her, but couldn't see where I was walking and ended up falling to the ground dragging her on top of me

Oww! That's the second time I did that

"That hurt!" I groaned fixing to get up but stopped when I looked into Jennie's eyes. Something sparked when I looked at them, but I couldn't tell what it was

Jennie, who was still on top of me, intertwined her fingers with mine and started slowly leaning toward me. I lay there not knowing what to do

What's happening?! Why's my heart racing? Why do I feel warm everywhere?! Too many emotions are happening right now...I need to stop this

She was inches away, but like all the other times she was interrupted by the sound of the front door opening and keys dropping to the ground

Jennie and I sat up quickly and saw my parents buy the doorway gasping

Thank goodness!

"What's going on?" My mom asked with wide eyes

"Jennie and I were watching porn that is until you guys showed up" I answered bluntly

"I see that..." My mom said looking at the TV and then us still who was still on the ground, shocked. "But why is she on top of you?"

I looked at Jennie and then my parents. "I tripped and she fell on me. Can you get off?" I asked looking at Jennie

She stared at me then shook her head. "Yeah...um, sorry"

"Can you guys turn this off, please? It's pretty loud" My dad said shutting the door and guiding my mom to the kitchen to calm her down

I watched them leaving the room, then I looked at Jennie who was quickly gathering her things up and making the movie out of the DVD player. I guess I should tell her that I did feel something. "I felt something," I said looking at Jennie and making her stop

She turned to me and sheepishly smiled. "Really?"

"Yeah. It was a strange feeling. It was new" she got up and walked towards me. "What did it feel like?"

"I felt all warm and tingly" I answered innocently. "I didn't like it"

Jennie stood there staring then all of a sudden burst out laughing. "Lili...you got turned on," she said between her laugh

I stood there thinking. Did I get turned on? The first thing or a new thing I felt was being aroused. That's embarrassing

She quit laughing then walked over to the couch and grabbed the rest of her things. "At least we got something today" she added smiling. She turned and opened the door fixing to leave, but stopped. She turned around quickly and jogged to me and kissed me on the cheek and left

I grabbed my cheek watching as Jennie left leaving me staring at nothing, but the door. I shouldn't tell her I felt something else too. It was when we stared into each other eyes

"Lisa, can your mom and I have a word with you?" My dad asked leaning on the wall. I put my hand down and turned and looked at my dad

"Fine" I replied mentally rolling my eyes

I already know what this will be all about