JENNIE'S POV
I don't know how long I am can take this. It's so hard being around Lisa knowing she doesn't remember me. It's even harder seeing her and Chaeyoung together
I hate how Chaeyoung is the one that can kiss her and hug her, while I'm over here trying to be strong and not pay attention to all that
I also noticed that Lisa doesn't like any of that, but doesn't care enough to say anything about it. I've known Lisa long enough to know what she likes and what she doesn't and I know she doesn't like Chaeyoung as much as Chaeyoung likes her, but she doesn't know that
I also know that Lisa loves me as much as I love her, but doesn't care enough to realize it. Gosh she's so hard-headed...that's one reason why I love her
"Umm excuse me can you please stop staring at me? You're making me a little uncomfortable" I looked over and saw a nerdy, but beautiful girl looking at me
I shook my head and looked at her. "Sorry about that, I was just daydreaming about my future bride, who doesn't know she's my bride yet" I apologize sighing and resting my chin in my hand
She blushed and spoke up softly again. "Well can you do that by not staring at me?" I smiled to myself
Wow she's kind of adorable, but nothing compared to my Lisa
"Umm you're doing it again," the girl said. I rolled my eyes and looked away. After another twenty dreadful minutes went by in class the bell rang and I quickly gathered my things so I can catch up with Lisa, who will be by herself today because Chaeyoung is absent from school
After gathering the last of my things I fast-walked out the door but accidentally bumped into someone who was standing in the middle of the hall
"Hey there beautiful. Where are you headed in such a hurry?" I made a blank face at Steven
"My bad for running into you. Now if you'll excuse me I'll be on my way" I began walking away but he stopped in front of me
"Whoa hold it there. Can we talk for a second?"
I rolled my eyes and checked the time on my phone and saw I still have a good 10 minutes before our next class started
"Fine you got 2 minutes"
He smiled. "Well, I just wanted to say how sorry I am for being such a dick lately. I just like you so much"
Yeah he likes me so much he would go out and hurt the only person I love because he's crazy
"If you're trying to say what I think you're gonna say then no! I'm not getting together with you, because yeah like you said, you're a dick and people like you don't change. Now if you'll excuse me, your time's up and I have better things to be doing" I gave him a fake smile and quickly walked away and headed straight to Lisa, knowing exactly where she will be at
I walked outside and there she was sitting under the tree
"Hey, beautiful!" I shouted while smiling and waving at her. She quickly looked up and shook her head when she saw me approaching
"What do you want, Jennie?"
"Can I not spend time with my favorite person in the whole world?"
"As long as you don't try anything then I guess you can sit with me, but no talking or being annoying, because I'm busy" I smiled and nodded my head. Sitting in calming silence with her is just as good as talking to her maybe better because I can study and adore all her features
I watched as she was tapping her pencil trying to figure out problems in her workbook and I guess she noticed because she said something. "Stop staring at me, you're bothering me"
I smiled again. "I can't help it. You're so beautiful!" I grabbed my heart and fell back in the grass being dramatic
"Yeah and you're so weird," she said as she went back to work
"You're so mean!" I pouted as I sat back up. She looked up at me again and I could tell she was a little annoyed, but it went away I noticed she was staring at me a little longer than usual
"What is it?" She leaned closer to me then lifted her hand and pulled something out of my hair
"This was bothering me, just like you are right now" she held the piece of grass in her hand waiting for me to grab it. I grabbed the grass but kept holding my hand in hers a little longer
"Thanks for getting that, but it's a little weird because knowing you...you would've just left it"
She looked at our hands then at me. "I don't know why I did it"
We sat there staring at each other and I could tell there was some confusion and curiosity hidden in her eyes. I took the chance and began slowly leaning toward her until we were inches apart
She still just kept staring at me so before she could move away, I quickly, but softly planted a kiss on her lips
She sat there staring at me, not even blinking, but then to my surprise, she closed her eyes and leaned forward a bit, and kissed me back. I immediately closed my eyes again to enjoy this time
Wait wait! Is this happening...again?! Lisa is kissing me back. I must be in heaven!
After kissing for a few more minutes I broke off our kiss and rested my forehead on hers. "Lisa, I love you and I don't care that you're in a relationship or what you and Chaeyoung say...I love you and I know you feel the same" I breathed
My heart was racing after saying those words because I have no clue how she would react and my heart was racing because that kiss was amazing
She still just sat there staring at me then said. "You're so annoying" she grabbed her things and quickly got up, but stumbled to her knees and fell against the tree
"Whoa! Are you okay?" I asked worriedly
"Yeah, I'm okay...I just got up too quickly" the bell rang and she gathered her things again and headed to her next class
"That was weird. I wonder what that was that just happened to her?" I asked myself. I got up and grabbed my things and decided to forget about what just happened to her for a second because I wanted to think about the kiss we just had
Our first kiss to be exact. Okay I know she felt something in the kiss, I know she does have feelings for me that she keeps pushing aside
Gosh I'm head over heels for her
I practically skipped to class forgetting about the rest of the day thinking about nothing but the kiss and her little fall she had earlier
Once school was over I walked to my locker to grab my book and headed home when I saw Lisa who saw me too. She quickly looked away from me and fast-walked out of the school
That's weird. I wonder why she did that? Maybe the kiss turned her on?
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