LISA'S POV
"What's love?"
She looked at me wide-eyed and looked up thinking, I guess
"It's kind of hard to explain, but since I love you then I'll try" she winked
"Why do you love me?" I asked
She smiled again. "I'll tell you that too. Love in my opinion is a feeling. Love is when you can't stop thinking about a person, even when you don't mean to, you somehow think of that person. Thinking about them and seeing them and kissing them and just holding their hands makes you feel warm inside. Your heart flutters, your mood changes, and all together they make you feel something you've never felt before and it's great"
I sat there thinking for a second, I don't feel like any of that towards Chaeyoung, but when I think about Jennie-
"Now the reason I love you is pretty simple..." I broke from my thoughts and looked at her
"The reason is that you were the only person that could handle all of me. You were completely honest with me, even though it hurt my feelings sometimes, but I know you weren't purposely trying to. I love you because your uniqueness and attitude always make me feel like a better and happier person. I know it sounds weird, but it's true. I just love you because fate wanted me to ever since the first day we met"
I sat there thinking about everything she said and I started putting it together with my feelings that have been changing
"Do I love you?" I asked curiously
Jennie lifted her hand and cupped my cheek with it and smiled. "I believe you do, but you're going to have to admit it to yourself first"
I stared into her eyes and couldn't help but notice how they sparkles. Without thinking, I leaned forward and kissed her, and just as she said, I felt a warm feeling inside me and when I connected our lips, it felt like they belong there. That was the weirdest thing I've thought about
Still cupping my cheek Jennie continued kissing back and slowly laid me down on my bed
We kept at it for a while longer than to my surprise she stopped
"As much as I want to keep going, I think we should stop. Also, you are still dating Chaeng and it wouldn't be right if I slept with you while you're with her" she laughed
Oh yeah I forgot about Chaeyoung
I mentally sighed and rolled over on my side, back facing Jennie. "I'm going to sleep. You can go home now" I said as I closed my eyes, but when I did Steven popped in my head and I jerked my head awake
"Whoa! Are you okay?" Jennie asked
"Yeah, I'm fine. Just go"
"As if. I'm going to stay right here to make sure you're okay" she said as she snuggled close to me, wrapping her arms around me, which was nice
"Good night Lisayah. I love you" she whispered
I slowly began closing my eyes and fell asleep
This is the first time Steven hasn't popped into my head which is a relief
Gosh, my morning at home and explaining why Jennie was there gave me a headache. To my surprise, my parents were happy I had someone over, which was strange
I just thought they would've been what's the word, worried since we did watch porn together
Gross
"Hey, babe are you okay? You didn't even touch your food yet?"
Wait I'm at school and it's lunch
I looked down at my plate and saw it was some kind of pasta, which looked disgusting. "I'm not hungry. You can have it"
Chaeyoung smiled then motioned to kiss me on my lips, but I turned my face causing her to kiss my cheek
"Aww you moved" she pouted
"Oh well"
"You know maybe she moved because your kisses are gross," Jennie said making a puking face then glanced at me and winked
I felt that weird warm feeling again and I looked at Chaeyoung and kissed her on the lips
That's for making me feel that warm feeling in public
"There you got your kiss now can you stop fighting and eat" Chaeyoung smirked and nodded her head then stuck her tongue out at Jennie and started eating
Jennie rolled her eyes then turned and glared at me. I rolled my eyes and started drawing again
The bell rang and we got up and headed for our classes, but was stopped when Chaeyoung said something
"So remember how we said we were gonna sneak into Steven's house?" Jennie and I nodded our heads
"Well apparently he and his parents are gonna be at some family thing and are supposed to be gone all day tomorrow and won't get back home until Thursday"
Jennie widened her eyes. "Wait are you saying you want to sneak into his house tomorrow when they leave?"
Chaeyoung nodded her head. "So are you in? I mean Lisa and I are going of course" she said holding my hand. "But if you're having second thoughts you don't have to go"
Jennie glared at her. "Nope, I'm not. Let's do this"
"Okay great" Chaeyoung replied rolling her eyes. "Let's just meet up at my house right after school and head from there" we both nodded our heads
"Sweet. Well, I better go to my class. See you in PE class Lisa" she kissed my lips then left. I began heading to my class but was stopped when someone grabbed my arm
Not again Michael
I turned around and saw it was only Jennie
"What do you want?" I asked feeling annoyed I can't head to my class yet
To my surprise, she quickly leaned over and kissed me which I kissed back, but pushed her away
"You can't do this, especially here. Also, I'm with Chaeyoung"
"Then break up with her because we both know you like me and I like you" she smiled
I shook my head. "Look no offense, but I never said I liked you. But I do know is that I like Chaeyoung and until I can figure other things out, then you kiss me is a no"
She pouted her lips and then crossed her arms. "Fine! I understood and also since I can't kiss you then you can't kiss me" she then stuck her tongue out and walked away
"Whatever" I rolled my eyes and headed for my class
Gosh I swear she is 2 years old in a 1717-year-old old body
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