life .. as a twin

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Tamera Mowry

"Did he say darvette" I heard Tavior's whisper to Tia , "that he did" she informed him.

"Should we like leave" Tahj asked "no ill be back" I told them leaving with Adam

"Yes" I asked him when we got to the front.

"We need to talk" he stated the obvious "where were you" , he looked at me before putting his head down

"Adam I know you didn't so just tell me" I dismissed the possibility of him cheating

"Well I was going to stay at a hotel but I didn't want to spend any money so I just stayed with Stacy" I backed up from him so quickly

"Stacy who" I asked , he scratched the back of his neck "wow" I laughed to myself , he's psycho

This man is crazy if he thinks that's any better than the little tiny problem I started.

"Nothing happened I promise you, I stayed on the couch just collecting my thoughts" I was frozen for a second

I didn't even want to speak, no offense to my sister but Adam has never brought people into our relationship like Cory has so what the hell.

"Adam I can't even with this" I finally spoke

Tia Mowry

"THIS IS RIDICULOUS YOU IDIOT" I heard my sister yell "HOW DARE YOU DO THAT TO ME AFTER EVERYTHING" I knew she was going to shed waters due to her voice

"I think we should leave" Tavior whispered "how" I replied to his stupid comment

"They are right by the front door."

"I promise nothing happened Tamera, I would never do that to you ever" I heard Adam say

"ADAM THATS MAKES NO SENSE DO YOU HEAR YOURSELF.
YOU DONT KNOW WHAT I GO THROUGH TO BE WITH YOU AND FOR WHAT?
ALL THE STUPID THINGS AND WHAT DO I DO ?
I DEFEND YOUR EVERY CHOICE.
WHEN THE WORLD WANTED ME TO LEAVE YOU SO BAD I STAYED BY YOUR SIDE BECAUSE I FUCKED LOVE YOU.
IVE ALWAYS LOVED YOU,
I DEFEND YOU LIKE YOUR GOD AND WHAT DO YOU DO ?
YOU SPEND TWO WEEKS AT YOUR EX'S HOUSE AND EXCEPT ME TO BELIEVE YOU GUYS DID NOTHING." She went off

"Okay Tamera you can't do that, you've literally been talking to your ex as well" he yelled back at her

"okay yes I was on the phone with Hosea I admit that but if I wanted to be with Hosea I had the opportunity to many years ago but I chose you" she respond which was true

"Turn the music up" Tav said "no I'm listening" I shh'd them

"Do you know how it feels to be the twin everyone hates. Do you know how it feels to watch literally everyone love your whole family but hate you. When ever I see something about any Mowry I see positive things. When it's me the only thing they speak about is you and how they wish I'd leave you and I hate myself more and more every day because no one loves me or understands why I love you the way I do" her voice cracked

All 3 of us looked at each other,  *sad expressions Tamera takes hate and she never speaks on it

So for us to hear how much she actually hates herself because of it breaks our hearts

"I never knew she felt like that" I spoke quietly to my siblings. "You know what , let's talk another time. I have company" she said

"Tamera I'm truly sorry but i promise you in the name of Alaina nothing happened" he spoke ,

"He definitely isn't lying" Tahj spoke , he loved Alaina like his own and he rarely ever says her name so to hear him say that we know it's true

"Okay Adam" I heard the door close , we all got back on our phone with the music playing lowly in the back

Minutes later Tamera came from around the corner with a game in her hand " okay let's play monopoly"