𝙻𝚞𝚌𝚔𝚢 𝙼𝚎 {𝙹𝚎𝚏𝚏 𝚃𝚑𝚎 𝙺𝚒𝚕𝚕𝚎𝚛 𝚡 𝚁𝚎𝚊𝚍𝚎𝚛}

Weirdo|| ℂ𝕙𝕒𝕡𝕥𝕖𝕣 𝟜

So you had learned that the man's name is Jeff and he's a murderer who kills for fun, that's all. It had been a few days since he killed your parents and the investigations finally ended so you were free to go home. As you walked in you were overwhelmed by the sudden empty feeling of the house and you started to feel gloomy, you shuffled to your couch and landed face first into it

You heard shuffling and looked up just to come face to face with the smiley murderer, Jeff. You sighed and let your head fall back onto the couch, he tried not to laugh and just stared at you before poking your head several times making you irritated, he kept poking you till you glared up at him

"So like, can you feel emotions? At all?" His tone was filled with curiosity, you sighed heavily "Yes, I just can't really feel joy.. Only in special cases like if someone gets hurt or scared or sometimes people can make me happy, it's extremely rare tho" You said laying your head down gently on the couch cushion

"Is that why you laughed? But wait that doesn't explain you not feeling any sa-" You cut him off and sat up "Often my emotions will switch, sometimes instead of feeling anger or sadness over someone getting hurt, instead I'll feel overwhelming joy for no reason" You crossed your arms over your chest and he hummed "Anything else?" You sighed again "I often feel nothing, when I do feel something it's nine times out of ten a negative emotion and it's extremely short lived" He seemed satisfied now with all the answers you gave him

"What about you? You have any issues?" You weren't curious, it was just equivalent exchange for giving him info on your issues, he laughed "Other than being psychotic, I don't think so" His smile widened and you sighed "Anything interesting about you at all?" He seemed to be deep in thought for a second then spoke "Is cutting a smile into my own mouth and killing my family interesting?"

You shrugged "The mouth thing is I suppose" that made him laugh and you just shook your head laying back on the couch. You heard shuffling till you saw Jeff now beside you "So like, do you think you'd ever kill anyone?" His question surprised you but you didn't hesitate to answer "Yeah, I'd probably end up doing it for fun" You looked up suddenly feeling disgusted with yourself again but Jeff found that interesting "Cool" is how he responded making you scoff "Yeah sure.."

You realized it probably was cool to him, someone who kills for fun on a daily basis, you looked at him and realized, you're not just sitting super close to a murderer, but having a full on conversation with one. You groaned and rolled onto your stomach, you wished things would go back to normal, before this idiot ruined everything

You heard shuffling that soon faded and looked up to see no Jeff in sight. You most definitely did not want to admit it but, it was actually lonlier without him, even if he's the reason things are like this, he always keeps the conversation going. You sat up and looked down as you heard your stomach growl

You stood up and walked to the kitchen, you'd gained the courage to go to the actual store yesterday and you stocked up on all kinds of food so that you could just mope around without interruption. You opened the fridge and grabbed the jug of milk, you felt extremely lazy didn't feel like cooking so you got a bowl of F/C and sat back down on the couch and ate your cereal

After you finished you put the bowl in the sink and laid down on the couch, you felt so tired from the stress of the past few days that you started to fall asleep not even hearing the crash from the backyard as you fell into a deep sleep

-Jeff's pov-

Y/N seemed like they wanted to be alone so I got up and walked out to the backyard, I was just gonna give them space for as long as they needed. I sat down in the grass and just looked up at the sky, the sky was actually really pretty from their backyard. I noticed Y/N putting their bowl in the sink, they seemed sluggish and tired, maybe I could go back in and get some food without bothering them. I stood up and went to go back in when I tripped over something making a loud noise that made the neighbor's dog bark

'Well so much for being fucking subtle..' I groaned and tried to quietly go inside, I just grabbed a small snack before peeking out into the front room to see Y/N asleep on the couch, they were shivering so they were probably cold. I went upstairs into their room to grab a blanket but instead I was distracted by the gigantic bear plush on their bed, I grabbed a blanket before going back downstairs. I covered them up before heading back out to the woods

-Y/N pov-

I woke up feeling extremely comfortable and realized I was covered up, I sat up and hugged the blanket against my chest before sighing and getting up to go get my meds from the cabinet in the kitchen. I got a glass of water and took my meds hoping they'd help me at least a little bit. I went back to the couch and sat down staring out the window, I could see F/N and Zeke talking to each other. I laid down and pulled the blanket over my head

'Maybe all of this is just a very long, very realistic dream..." You sighed quietly hugging yourself tightly, if it was you wished the nightmare would end soon. You hugged yourself tighter feeling angry and sad at the same time, you'd lost everything in the matter of a day and now some weird man won't leave you alone