𝙻𝚞𝚌𝚔𝚢 𝙼𝚎 {𝙹𝚎𝚏𝚏 𝚃𝚑𝚎 𝙺𝚒𝚕𝚕𝚎𝚛 𝚡 𝚁𝚎𝚊𝚍𝚎𝚛}

Just for fun|| ℂ𝕙𝕒𝕡𝕥𝕖𝕣 𝟝

It had been a full week since my parents were killed, the neighbors and even family friends had come by to check on me. The funeral was supposed to be tomorrow but I wasn't prepared, I'd never been to a funeral before and I liked it that way. I didn't want to go, I didn't want to see them again, in fact I just wanted to forget they even existed, if that's even possible.

I still hadn't gone upstairs, I refused to, I refused to go past that door, I refused to think about that day, so I just continued to sleep on the couch. I considered getting a new place but quickly shut that thought out, I wouldn't be able to go anywhere and besides that I grew up in this house

The next-door neighbor had visited today and was still sitting on the couch talking to me. The woman was in her mid twenties, maybe a couple years older than me, she had long ginger hair and bright blue eyes, she was extremely kind and had come by everyday to make sure I was holding up ok

"I know it must be hard, I lost my parents too." She put her hand on my shoulder giving me a sympathetic look, I returned it with a forced smile "Thank you, but I'm doing ok, it's tomorrow I'm worried about." She replied with a simple nod probably understanding that funerals are hard, "If you need anything let me know." And with that she left giving me a big smile and a wave

I shut the door and sighed. I didn't mind her company, actually I liked her company, I just hated having to fake my emotions around people, made me feel like even more of a freak knowing if I didn't they'd think I'm weird

I was snapped out of my thoughts when Jeff finally exited the kitchen, he had been waiting for the woman to leave. "Bout time, thought she was never gonna fuckin leave." He said sitting down on the couch, I sat down beside him and hugged my knees "Hey, she's not that bad." I genuinely liked the woman, and her smile reminded me of happier times

"Bleh" He responded sticking his tongue out "She's trying too hard." I looked to him with a confused hum and he snorted "Nothing" He waved his hand throwing his head back with a smile, this man was beyond weird. I sighed and decided to get up and get some food before I got too comfortable to get up

I looked out the window to see F/N and Zeke heading this way making me quickly turn around and rush back to the living room "Jeff! Upstairs now!" He looked to me before quickly realizing why I was slightly panicked, he sighed and got up going upstairs. It's not like I wanted to see them, just didn't want him getting caught and having people worry about me even more

I heard a knock on the door making me groan, I hated F/N right now, especially after what they had said to me. Nonetheless I opened the door with a forced smile to see Zeke with a sympathetic look and F/N with their head down

"I'm so sorry Y/N... I didn't mean anything I said at the store that day and it's been eating me up ever since.. And to top it all off your parents are gone now..." They looked up at me, actual tears forming in their eyes, the sight made me smile

"It's fine" I lied "We all say things we don't mean" Zeke sighed with relief then looked back at me "How are you holding up?" He asked as I let them inside "Oh, I'm fine, just dreading the funeral.." I sighed as they both sat down on the couch, the memory of them making out on it caused anger to form but I quickly pushed it away

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It had been hours since they first showed up and the sun was gone, F/N stood up deciding they should go home, leaving me and Zeke alone. I sighed and he shifted uncomfortably, I knew Zeke didn't like me, I knew he hated that I was different, I knew it and it brought me joy

My fake smile quickly faded and I turned to him making him shift once more, he was afraid, I could tell by the look on his face. His next words made the anger from earlier come back "Be honest, did you kill them? To try and feel something?" He looked at me with fear and disgust written all over his face

"I mean it wouldn't surprise me, you're a monster after all, maybe you killed them so you'd finally feel some kind of happiness." He continued only making me angrier, he took notice of my anger making him smile "Aww, it seems I upset it" He laughed, his laugh made my anger continue to grow

I stood up making him smile "What? What're you gonna do, huh?" Then a thought popped into my head making me smile, I walked closer to him making his smile quickly fade. I wrapped my hands around his neck, his hands grabbed my wrists trying desperately to pry my hands off, he tried everything to get me to let go, even clawed and kicked me, but little did he know I couldn't feel pain, but I did feel joy in seeing his face, in seeing his body slowly stop squirming, as soon as he stopped moving I bashed his head against my coffee table just to make sure he wasn't gonna get back up ever again

I stood over his body feeling overwhelming joy, this time I felt no disgust even though I'd just killed a man simply for fun, I couldn't help but laugh. I had no idea that Jeff had just witnessed me kill him till I heard slow clapping and a highly amused laugh "Damn! Now that was cool!" He leaned over the back of the couch and looked at me

I was still smiling until I realized I'd have to clean this up, Jeff waved his hand "I know plenty of ways to clean it, don't worry" I stood up straight and stretched "All you have to worry about is your little friend finding out." I scoffed, honestly couldn't care if they found out or not

I looked back down at the body, I killed a man, for fun, simply because I wanted to, because I wanted to see how he would react, and because I wanted to see him scared