{love is not dying}

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hold my hand darling,
don't let it go,
or else this darkness
won't leave you alone.

hug me, tight darling,
don't leave me,
or else the beasts will come for you
and won't leave you be.

don't look towards the light darling,
see the dark instead,
or else you will turn blind
to every single word, i've ever said.

tell me you love me, darling,
shout it out to the world,
or else nothing will change
and you'll remain in this hell forever.

look at me, darling,
don't let me go,
even when the thoughts become jumbled,
even when they don't leave you alone.

shout at them, darling,
shout at them for making me go away from you,
or else something will happen
and you'll regret not realizing it soon.

beg me for forgiveness darling,
sit at my feet and say,
'i killed you,
with my hands
but nothing changed
you're just all wrong.
what happened to you?
where is the person i used to love?
i want her back.'

she won't darling,
she won't.
she'll never come back,
she was easier to hurt,
easier to kill,
easier to come in people's traps,
easier to die by words.

and i'm not like her.
i'm stronger
but for you,
i'd beg in front of the entire world.

so,
hold my hand darling,
don't let it go.
hug me, tight darling,
don't leave me be.
don't look towards the light darling,
see the dark instead.

because if you don't
just remember that this
sadness,
darkness,
beasts,
and jumbled thoughts,
won't leave you alone.

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-about-

written: august 21, 2021

another one of my ~emo~ poems. i cannot stop writing these kinds of poems, save me. i wrote this very randomly, just trying to sum up some things in my mind. i do not, by any means, think that i have obsessive behaviour, but sometimes, my poems really contradict my own mind and thoughts.

this poem is basically about a person who's demanding the other person to stay with them or well, d i e.
when i look at this poem from another point of view, i realize that this shows that both people are obsessed with each other, but they want to leave each other because they know that the relationship is toxic.

so, yeah, obsession indeed.

-anyways, thanks for reading, people!! do vote and comment if you liked it-

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