𝘣𝘰𝘵𝘵𝘰𝘮 𝘣𝘪𝘵𝘤𝘩

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𝗗𝗲𝗻𝗶𝗷𝗮𝗵 𝗝𝗮𝗰𝗸𝘀𝗼𝗻 • 𝗢𝗺𝗻𝗶𝘀𝗰𝗶𝗲𝗻𝘁
𝟳𝟬+ 𝘃𝗼𝘁𝗲𝘀

"Mommy stop crying" Nijah heard making her look up and see Tootie sitting in a white dress.

"My'Asia" She looked up and grabbed her making Tootie laugh.

"Why are you crying?" She asked rubbing her mother's tears.

Either Tootie was alive or Nijah was dead.

"They said you were dead" she said making Tootie frown.

"No im not" she said and they both stared at eachother.

"I'm here" she said putting her finger on Nijah's chest.

Nijah then realized she was only dreaming and started to cry more .

Tootie rubbed her eyes and held her face.

"I love you mommy" she smiled before giving her a kiss.

"I love you too" Nijah cried as she gave Tootie another hug.

Nijah shot up out of her sleep before bursting into tears.

It's been 5 days since Tooties accident and Nijah has been taking it the worse possible way.

Ace was in a coma for 3 days and woke up.

Nijah thought that it wasn't fair that Tootie's life had to be taken away from her and Ace could live his.

She knew it was selfish but she didn't want anything but her baby.

Her crying soon woke Dee up and he sat up and hugged her tightly.

"It's gonna be okay" he mumbled as she cried.

"It's not" she cried.

Nijah ain't never felt this type of pain in her entire life .

She quickly got up and ran to the bathroom before leaning over the toilet and throwing up.

She rinsed out her mouth and walked back into the room.

She seen Dee getting up.

"Ima go get you a few things call me if you need anything" he said kissing her and she nodded.

She sat in the bed and about 15 minutes later she heard knocking on the door.

She walked to the door and opened it to see Ace standing there.

"What are you doing here?" She mumbled.

"Im sorry" he said.

They both weren't in a situation to be talking to eachother.

Nijah pulled him into a hug and they both broke down.

"You killed my baby" she backed up and started hitting him.

"I didn't"

"Yes you did! It should've been you! She ain't deserve that" she cried.

"But Nijah-

She slammed the door in his face and locked it.

She walked back into her room and laid on the bed before crying herself to sleep .

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Dee tapped Nijah as she groaned and sat up.

"What" she mumbled.

"I got you food and stuff, you need to eat"

She stood up and walked downstairs.

"I don't know I'm not hungry" she said and he sighed.

"Just eat it, you haven't eaten in like a week" he said and they both sat down on the table.

She took small bites of the food and eventually somebody knocked on the door.

Dee stood up and went to open it.

Soon him and G walked back into the kitchen.

"What" Nijah looked up.

G sat down at the table and looked at her.

"What did you do to your baby's father" he said.

"I don't have no baby father" she said and he frowned at her.

"What did you do Denijah" he raised his voice.

"I didn't do anything what are you talking about" she mugged him.

"Then why is he dead" he said and Nijah felt her stomach do a flip.

"W-what? Dead? He's not dead he was just here" she said.

"He's dead" G looked her in her eyes and she felt all of her food coming up.

She went to the sink and threw up again.

"You need to watch what you tell people" G said as she rinsed her mouth.

"I didn't say anything" she cried and he just looked at her.

"He had no control over what happened to Tootie and you know that. And you still constantly blamed it on him, Nijah it's only so much a person can take"

Nijah didn't say anything. She just continued to cry.

"So if his baby momma was to come and beat on you and tell you it's your fault what you gon do?" He said making her look up.

"What baby momma?" She looked at him. "He ain't have no baby momma, or a girlfriend" she said and he shook his head.

"Why didn't he tell me" she said more so to herself. She didn't even know he had a girlfriend let alone another baby on the way.

"Nobody knew, not even him and you–

"Don't try to blame this on me! It's not my fault I don't even know what happened" she said.

"She says he was trying to prove a point, to you I'm assuming, and he ended up being killed" he said and Nijah looked away.

"I didn't know" she cried.

"Well now you have two funerals to plan" he looked at her and then stood up.

"I love you cousin Ima check up on you some more" he kissed her forehead.

"I love you too" she mumbled.

i hate this book ..

3 or 4 more chapters left.