DreamSMP Oneshots (DISCONTINUED)

Stay With Me -Wilbur Soot angst/fluff-

WARNING: Cheating and mentions of self harm and abuse

A/N: This ones a doozy

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Y/N's POV
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I hated him, I never thought my boyfriend of two years would cheat on me.. With his best friend "George, what the fuck do you mean it was an accident?! I literally caught you on face time with Clay with your goddamn pants down, jerking yourself! How the fuck is that an accident?!" He was panicking "Y/N, you have to understand that it just happened, I-It was one of those in the moment things!" I scoff, tears flooding my eyes "How long has this been going on?" He looks down and mumbles "A few weeks.." I put my hands on my temples "A few weeks? A FEW FUCKING WEEKS?! YOU HAVE BEEN CHEATING ON ME FOR WEEKS, GEORGE!! WEEKS OF ME SLEEPING IN THE SAME BED WITH A GUY THAT DOESNT LOVE ME!" He was silent, there was nothing he could say to change anything "I-I'm sorry, Y/N" I shake my head "No you're not, if you were, you would've stopped a long time ago.." I feel the tears pour out of my eyes "Leave please" He takes a step closer to me "Y/N-" I take a step back "I SAID LEAVE! GET OUT OF MY HOUSE, GEORGE" All he does is nod and walks to the door, looking at me one more time then leaves

My heart broke, I've told him so many things that meant so much to me.. Told him I loved him not even realizing that he didn't love me back. What did I do to deserve this? Why can't I be happy? I didn't know what to do, all I could do was cry. I was alone now, no one here to comfort me. I sat on my floor, tears flowing like waves from my eyes and my eyes land on my wrists.. 'Maybe I can do it.. Maybe this is where it ends' I hated thinking about it but I felt broken, the thought of my past life flooded my mind, things I tried to forget, things I wanted to forget. 'You made me this way, dad.. Why did you have to hurt me like that? Why couldn't you love me?' My father is where it all started, his drinking habits and abusive nature, not only mentally but physically. He'd hit me, kick me, tell me how worthless I was, how I wouldn't amount to anything in life and I believed him for so long. It broke me but when I met George, I thought things would change.. George was amazing but I should've noticed that he was cheating.. 'How could I be so stupid?'

I didn't want to be here anymore, I wanted to disappear, my head hurt and so did my chest.. I got up and walked to the bathroom, finding a razor. I raised it to my wrist but I stopped to the sound of my front door closing "Y/N?" The voice was familiar, very familiar "Y/N? Are you in here?" I could hear the panic, the worry in his voice and it made me break more. I drop the razor on the floor and walk out of the bathroom, seeing Wilbur at the other end of the hall. His eyes land on me and he walks to me and hugs me "My girl, my poor girl" I started crying again, I couldn't stop, it felt impossible "I-I almost-" Wilbur had already laid eyes on the razor that was on the floor "I know, Y/N.. I know and I'm sorry. God I'm so sorry" I could hear him choke on his words, trying to not cry

"George called me and told me what he did.. Told me that you needed me and I rushed over immediately.. George may have cheated but he still cares" I sniffle "Stay with me please" He nods "As long as you promise to stay with me, sweetheart" I knew what he meant and I nod "I-I promise, Wilbur" He pulls away from me and looks at my red, puffy eyes and kisses my head "Let's go lay down, yeah?" I smile a bit and nod

He holds my hand and walks back to my room, he lays on my bed and I lay next to him "I wish it were me you chose to be with" He says softly and I look up at him "Really?" He chuckles "Yes really, dummy" He holds me tightly "I've liked you for so long but when I heard that George had asked you out, I was heartbroken.. Didn't want to do anything for a while" I listened to him carefully "I wanted to love you for so long, I wanted to have you in my arms.. I wanted to be your first time" He laughs to himself and I realize how special Wilbur really is, how close him and I were, how emotionally connected we were, more than me and George could ever be "I should've been with you.. I was dumb not to" He looks down at me and shakes his head "You're not dumb, Y/N, you seemed so happy with George. I just wanted you to be happy, I know your past, I know how much your dad hurt you and I'm sorry.."

I move and lay on top of him and cup his face in my hands "Don't apologize, Wilbur.. Please. You're perfect, you were always there for me when George wasn't.. And.. And I love you for that. I love you for caring when no one else did" He smiles widely and leans up, pressing his lips against mine. It was soft and full of passion and love.. Something I haven't felt in a while. I pull away a little and smile

"I'll stay for you, Wilbur, I'll always stay for you"

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Word count: 1069
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This one was a bit short but I hope it was good

This one was a lot I feel like but again, if you're having any kind of thoughts or trouble.. Call or text someone, it'll help

Also I KNOW GEORGE WOULDNT CHEAT BUT THIS WAS REQUESTED BY SOMEONE (idk if you want to be named so I won't say your name-) AND SO I WROTE THIS FOR THEM

Anywayyyyyy

I hope you guys have an amazing day/night!!!!

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Mel :)