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Chapter 52:Used to be Mine
Prime's POV
"Prime,you broke up with Ella?"-Tanong ni mommy na nakapagpatigil sakin
Nandito ngayon sa kwarto ko si mommy
It's because she wants to talk about something
So this is that something she want to talk about?
"Yes"-maikling sagot ko
"Ayaw mo bang makipagbalikan sa kanya?"-Tanong niya na nakapagpatigil ulit sakin
"I don't know"
"Why did you two broke up?"-Tanong niya padin
"I broke up with her"
"And why did you do that?"
Natigilan ulit ako sa tanong ni mommy at mapait nalang akong napangiti
"It's because I don't deserve someone like her.Maybe it's best for us to be like this and to stay like this,maybe she deserves someone better,better than me"
"At paano mo naman nasabi na hindi ka karapat-dapat sa kanya?"
"I promised myself that I will never hurt her but when I risked her,that promise broke.She almost died because of me and when that happened,I realized,Do guys like me deserve someone as perfect as her?I risked her in order for me to do something that I should've discussed with her first.I think it's not right for me to be with her because I don't deserve it"
"Then why did you risked her in the first place?"
"Because I'm a jerk mom.A stupid jerk"-sagot ko
"You are losing her now Prime"-Sabi ni mom na nakapagpangiti ulit sakin ng mapait
"Watching her safe even from afar is already enough for me.Seeing her happy is already enough for me even if someone else may be the reason.If the time will come when she can find happiness in loving someone else then loving her from afar is already enough for me.I can manage the pain seeing her with someone else as long as she's safe"
"She loves you Prime,she really do"-Sabi ni mom
"But I don't deserve her love that's why I let her go"-Sabi ko naman
"You are really willing to lose her and to let her go?"
"Just like what Thorn said,Loving a woman is a losing game and whatever happens my answer will not change,I am willing to lose,even if it means losing that someone I love,loving is already enough because I know I already lost the game,I got addicted to that losing game"
Napahawak naman agad ako sa pisngi ko nung maramdaman Kong may tumutulo nang tubig dun
F*ck this tears
Pinahid ko agad ito at hinilamos nalang ang palad ko sa mukha ko
Naramdaman ko naman agad ang yakap ni mom sakin
"It's okay to let your tears fall.Just let them fall"-Sabi niya
Pagkasabi ni mom nun ay parang may sariling utak ang mga luha ko at sunod-sunod na tumulo
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