Fake it till you make it - Lucathy

13 - Conversation

  'Ready...?' I asked my second voice while smiling.

  'Yup! Better not mess this up.' my second voice warned me as I just smiled.

  '3...'

  '2...'

  '1...'

  'Stare at Jennette and kiel and look like your on the edge of tears'

  This is the only moments that me and my second voice are at peace with one another.

  "A new princess" someone mumbled.

  "This maybe interesting"

  The whole room fell silent as I acted.

  Jennette panicked for a moment not knowing where to look.

  'look at the people gossiping and just look so tired of life.'

  This is what me and my second voice were born to do.

  "Look how pale she is" someone mumbled.

  'Hold in your breath for awhile you face will pale and just for effects don't let any tears fall it will look like you cried so much no more tears can come out.'

  My face literally paled due to me holding in my breath but it looked more like I didn't want to cry so I held my breath.

  "Stop tormenting the poor thing" someone mumbled.

  This is what makes me happy.

  "It doesn't seem like she'll have any fun"

  This is what I'm best at.

  "The emperor didn't even escort princess Athanasia"

  Acting to my heart's content.

  'squint your eyes and slightly open your mouth on top of that furrow your brows and look at Jennette with a lost abandoned creature'

  I love acting on stage.

  "This was supposed to be her debuted..."

  I just don't want to act in real life...

  The whole room felt my sorrow.

  If you look closely you could see some people having chills.

  Someone people's jaw dropped to the ground.

  Others eyes widdened.

  This is what I was born for.

  Everyone else felt my mood as if it were real.

  I enjoyed acting on stage...

  I love being an actor...

  And I will never give it up...

  I just hope that one day...

  I'll stop acting in real life...

  "Cut!" The director yelled with the widest smile on his face.

  "So? How was it...?" I asked walking towards Lucas and wanting to fish for a compliment.

  "Well... I would say it was quite... Acceptable." Lucas says grinning.

  "Stingy!" I said putting on a smug expression

  I'm good at acting I should be proud of it.

  "That was a good take Athanasia!" The director came up to me and said while I smiled.

  'Be modest about this.'