Can't Be Friends(Malum)

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So I'm gonna start with some Malum. If you don't know who Malum is that would be Michael Clifford+ Calum Hood. I love Muke,Cashton,and Malum so okay I'm gonna shut my mouth now.
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Michael's POV:

So, Calum and I have been besties for a while now, and I've known for a while that I'm bisexual, I never said anything to my parents, actually, to anyone except Calum. I never knew Cal's sexuality, he seems straight but has his Gay momentums. I used to think I had feelings for Luke, that's why I said I hated him but turns out, I like Calum. That's a lie, I love him. The way his brown eyes go perfect with his skin and hair. The way his pink plump lips look when he laughs like an idiot and smiles like an idiot. I wish he was my idiot.

"Mikey??? Dude?"

Calum called to me from across my room, he just walked in and looked sort of scared, I looked down to see my pants down and my fingers curled around my length.

I felt my face flush and I then remembered me softly moaning Calum's sweet name and I think a tear rolled down my cheek right then and there. I looked up at Calum,

"Umm, C-Cal?"

"Mikey. I'll let you finish your job, I'm going home."

"Cal! Wait!"

I knew it, I knew I would fuck up our friend ship. Calum can't be and will never be in love with me. I'm nothing, I'm a piece of worthless shit. I ran out of my room pulling up my boxers while running down the hallway leaving my pants on my floor,

"Cal! Please, I can explain!"

He turned around and I almost ran into him, he gave me his evil glare but I saw tears well up in his eyes,

"Explain What Michael. That you were jerking off moaning my name. You were master bating to me Michael!!!"

"I know that but......"

"NO BUTS! WE CAN'T!"

He turned away sobbing running down my staircase. But I was confused.

"WE CAN'T WHAT! I'M NOT ASKING YOU TO DATE ME!!"

"I KNOW MICHAEL! BUT WE CAN'T BE FRIENDS!"

My heart stopped, did he just say what I thought he said.

"W-what??"

"Michael..... We can't be friends anymore."

Yes. I heard correctly, I starting sobbing like a freak and ran to my room, I went to the corner and hugged my knees to my chest and sobbed into them.

"I'm such a failure."

"How could I think he'd love me."

"I'm fat. Ugly. Stupid.Worthless. And he's just amazing and perfect."

I banged my head against the wall for a good 10 minutes until everything turned black.

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Calum's POV:

I never left Mikey's place I was sitting on his couch crying softly into the pillow. I was confused, scared, and lonely, Michael did something that was not the greatest thing on earth. It was a turn on, okay so thing is I'm Gay for Michael but only for him. I tried with Ash but it didn't work. We never had sex, yeah we kissed but I never liked it, when I accidentally kissed Michael once I felt sparks shooting.

I just now noticed I don't hear noise coming from Mikey's room, I got off the couch a little scared because I know Mikey can do some stupid shit. He better not have hurt himself, even though he was banging his head for about 10 minutes.

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