Broken (Kirikamideku)

why

⚠️WARNING ⚠️
IMPLIED SELF HARM

Izuku's pov:

I was warm. I haven't been this warm in the morning in a long time. I don't want to open my eyes. If I do open my eyes I'm afraid my warmth will leave me. I buried myself further in the warmth. My hands clung to a cloth. Maybe a pillow, it was the source of the heat so I doubt it. I drug my hands up the object until feeling a smooth surface. I opened my eyes slowly and looked at the heat source just to see the blonde that I had just insulted a few hours ago. I looked down to see a redhead sleeping at the foot of the bed like a dog. That's right. I came to apologize to Kaminari and Kirishima opened the door. I passed out in his arms... I sat up slowly and looked at the two sleeping boys. Kirishima should have put me at the end of the bed. I got up slowly and walked to the door quietly, careful not to wake them. I left as silently as possible then walked back to my dorm room. Away from the warmth. Back to the cold. I can't wait for summer break. So I can go back to my motel room, and be all by myself once again. No interruption and no annoyances. Just peace. Here, there is always someone bothering me. I got my phone off my bead and checked the time, it was 4:56 am. Kirishima and Bakugou will be getting up soon. I walked to my bathroom, there was blood staining my sink. I sighed and cleaned it up. It took longer than I expected because before I knew it there was a knock at the door. I glanced at the time, 7:30, I walked to the door just to be greeted by my cheerful Bambi looking friend.

I smiled at her. "Good morning Uraraka!"

She held a plate of pancakes up. "Katsiki made me breakfast but I saved some for you!"

I opened the door offering her to come in. She walked in happily. "You didn't have to do that." I took the plate from her and set it on my side table then i hugged her.

She hugged back. "I know, but we're about to go to class and since you're not coming for the rest of week you will be all alone until we get back."

I smiled softly. "Thank you so much!" I looked at her. "Why did kachan make you breakfast though?"

She turned red and I couldn't help but laugh. "W-well were kinda-um... dating" She stammered out.

I giggled. "It's about time, you've been crushing on him for ever now!" I couldn't help but feel happy for her, she was able to break through kachans shell and see the good in him, that's better than I could ever do.

Luckily she left after a few minutes of conversation. I looked at the pancakes and sighed. I didn't want to eat anything, so I'll just throw it away in a couple minutes when everyone is gone.

I got my notebook out of my closet. It had notes on all of my class on the back page I keep track of who's dating who, Mina asked me to keep it for her. I updated it that Ochako and Bakugou are now dating and listed the time and date I found out. Then I sighed putting it away and walking to my closet, I decided to put on a oversized teal hoodie that faded into white, a pair of leggings and some socks with my red sneakers. I walked down and put the pancakes in the fridge then grabbed a water bottle and walked outside. I sat on the grass and stretch while I got my phone and checked the news, there was another strand of buildings burnt down. There was a pretty obvious pattern happening, they were attacking families of pro heroes. The fires were gradually making its way towards the UA school. However, the path is so spread out it might look like it's at random, but it's not. The fires are causing deaths, the heroes are going through grief and that's making it easier for heroes to be killed by other villains. It's a pretty smart strategy honestly I stood up and started walking towards the school. I might as well tell principle nezu, although he probably already knows. I would give polite smiles to those I passed on my way there, they would either smile and say hi or just ignore me. When I go to nezu's office I knock on the door and peaked my head in the opened door. When I saw he wasn't there I went to the teachers lounge, as I started to knock the door flew open and almight hurried out not seeing me at all. I looked in and noticed abunch of teachers were in there.

"Pardon the intrusion but is principal nezu in here?" I stepped in hesitantly and heads turned to look at me. Almost all the teachers were in here since the first bell for class hasn't rang yet but the students are getting to their classes. Their probably having a meeting about something important.

Nezu popped out of Aizawa's scarf. "I'm right here! Is it important or can you say it infront of the staff."

"U-um ya I can sat it here." I walked over taking my phone out and showed him the map that showed all the places being hit. "Ok so I'm sure you already know this but, these fires are coming in a pattern, the fires start at pro hero's close family members then they just spread through the area around depending on how quick the fire department or hero gets there. Thats causing the heros to start to grief then in their clouded minds, other villains kill them. . . I think the pattern theses are occurring is supposed to look at random but their going back and forth between stronger hero's picking off the weaker heroes." I could feel the teachers all watching me, it was kinda nerve raking. "The attacks are gradually getting closer to this school. I think this agencies home will be the next one" I pointed at the agency on the screen. "The agency has a couple lower heroes working together so it's hard to tell which one's family will get attacked."

"How do you know that those are the heroes families?" Mic asked me.

I looked up at him. "Because of the heroes reactions. It's pretty obvious, have you seen the footage of them at the crime scene and how they go straight to a certain place not thinking of the other places on fire."

Nezu nodded. "You are right i did indeed notice that, I'm amazed that you did as well. And yes, it was pretty obvious that it was close connections to the heroes who were attacked. "

"Thank you?" I said not totally sure that was complement. 

Aizawa sighed. "How long have you known this problem child?"

I looked at him "a week or two, I was gonna tell you once I was sure because otherwise it would just seem like I'm making dumb assumptions" I sighed a bit and put my phone back into my pocket then crossed my arms while pulling my sleeves over my hands. "But um ya... that's really all I had to say..." I looked down.