Bloody Crayons #Recolored (Star Cinema Movie)

Are You Afraid Of The Dark?

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Are You Afraid Of The Dark?
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April

Have you ever been afraid of the monster underneath your bed? Inside your closet? At that dark corner of your room? What if I tell you that that there are no monsters? Will you be happy? Will you be really safe?

Look at the mirror. Stare hard. Memorize every part. Remember what you see. That is the real monster.

That is the only kind of monster in this world. You hold the monster inside you. You are the monster. The real you is the monster inside you.

You don't believe me? I really don't care. Denying things won't make it less true. Denying it won't kill the monster inside you.

Because the cold hard truth about us, about human beings, is that we are part monsters.

Kanina pa kami sa attic at kanina ko pa pinapakiramdaman ang isang babae. Si Marie. Kahit anong mangyari si Marie dapat ang lumabas na killer. Hindi ako papayag na hindi siya. Ayaw kong magkaroon ng pangit na ending ang bakasyon namin dito.

It would be really thrilling if she turned out to be the killer. "Miss innocent" Marie on the outside but "Miss psychotic" Marie on the inside. That would be really the icing on the cake.

Nung umpisa akala ko boring ang magiging bakasyon namin. Pero thrilling pala. Umpisa palang may namatay na. And isa ako sa suspects. How romantic! I always wanted to be inside a murder mystery. I guess it was my biggest dream.

Most people see me as evil personified because of what I say, because of what I do. Let them judge. Let them label me. Let them call me names. I really don't give a shit. After all, I already embraced the monster inside me. And when you embrace the darkness in your soul, that's all you will ever need.

Hindi sa baliw ako. Sabihin na nating honest ako sa nararamdaman at iniisip ko. Hindi ako katulad ng ibang mga tao na impokrito. Mga nagbabaitbaitan sa labas pero pinagdarasal na mamatay na ang isang tao sa loob. Angelic plastics.

Pero sige, for argument's sake I'll admit it. Medyo mentally deranged ako. Kung hindi lang bawal pumatay ng tao baka nagkaroon na ako ng listahan ng mga taong papatayin. Normal girls will go on a shopping spree. I'll go on a killing spree. But of course that's all in my mind. Ayaw ko makulong. Di raw masarap pagkain sa loob eh.

Pero dito sa isla, kung saan hindi kami abot ng batas. Baka pwede ko nang maisakatuparan ang deepest darkest desire ko. At isa lang ang sagabal. Ang identity ng killer.

Sino nga ba kasi talaga siya? Si Marie syempre. Siya lang dapat ang maging killer. Kung kailangang ipagdasal ko, gagawin ko. Alam kong matalino ang killer at mautak siya. Kung si Kenly at Marie ang pagsususpetyahan ko, para ko naring sinabi na napaka mediocre at cliché ng hula ko. Kasi sila ang pinaka unang mapagsususpetyahan.

But that alone won't stop me. This is real, hindi isang cleverly plotted, intricately twisted plot ng isang murder mystery. Yung tipong kung sino pa ang hindi masyadong active siya pa ang killer? That's a load of bullshit.

Pero in some ways I have to admit na parang isang murder mystery nga talaga ang nangyayari sa amin. Actually isa talaga siyang murder mystery. A clever death game planned by a clever killer. At ang gusto kong maging identity niya ay si Marie. I'm a hopeless romantic. A twistedly hopeless romantic. So it has to be her. I want it to be her.

Call me a cheater, call me whatever you want. Pero yung sinabi kong nakita kong pinatay ni Marie si Olivia? That was a big fat lie. Ni hindi ko nga alam na may namatay na pala sa tabi ko. Masakit talaga ang ulo ko nun kaya natulog ako. Tsaka sinabi ko lang naman yun para makita ang reaksiyon niya. And boy was I impressed! Kung meron mang dapat bigyan ng Olivier, si Marie yun. Ni hindi man lang nawala yung cool façade niya, instead she looked so genuinely shocked as if she really was innocent.