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Mcu Spiderman - fanfiction

Spoiler warning for infinity war

(It's about the blip and Peter's thoughts during his "death scene")

None of these characters are mine

Angst

Word count: 470 words

*Peter's pov*

Something happened. Something big. My peter-tingle suddenly went off like crazy and i could hear the blood cursing through my ears.

"Mr Stark... i don't feel so good..." i told my idol truthfully as i stumbled into his direction.

It felt like my stomach was being hurled out from the inside by angry ants and worms. It made me feel sick and scared. I was so scared...
This wasn't natural. This shouldn't be happening.

I tripped into Tonys arms and held onto him for dear life. Because of my enhenced senses i could feel every fiber of my body being torn apart and pulverised. It didn't hurt but at the same time it was worse than pain.

My life never was easy. With time i've learned to ignore pain. To push trough it. To handle it. But this... this was terrifying! Dissolving into nothingness is like i said not painful, but it's way more frigthning than pain.

I wimpered overtaken by my fear. "I dont wanna go, i don't wanna go...please, please... i don't wanna go" i begged Tony helplessly. He held me tight as i felt my legs start to dissolve into nothing but light ashes.

My breath hitched and i had hot streaks of tears ran down my face as realization hit me hard.

I would die. This was it... I-i was actually dieing...

I was only 16-years-old! I had so many things i still wanted to do... yes i knew being spiderman came with the risk of an early death, but still... it was way different than i imagined.

Then i remembered my aunt May. Dear aunt May who had raised me like her own child. Who didn't break down when uncle Ben died because she had to be strong for me. Who was always there for me. I hoped so much that this wouldn't break her. Me dieing on a strange planet probably millions of lightyears away from home.

I remembered Ned and MJ. Would they even know i had died in freaking space?

My back hit the ground hard. The fleating pain brought me back out of my thoughts. I couldn't feel Mr Stark's arms anymore. My skin was already too pulverised.

I stared into the wet wide eyes of my mentor who like myself already had known the crippeling pain of loosing somebody. So knowing that i would be another person for him to grieve over made my heart ache with sorrow.

I whispered a broken i'm sorry before i was blown away. Turned into ashes while one thought lingered in my non-existing mind:

We lost....