"It’s so attractive when
someone shows they care."
WE stopped kissing and gasp for some air. Hindi ko alam kung gaano katagal ang halikan na namagitan sa amin basta napatigil lang ako nang pakiramdam ko ay kinakapos na ako ng hininga. While at it, I realized how idiot I am for kissing him.
"N-No. This isn't right." Sabi ko.
He looks confused. "We just kissed. You just kissed me, Cassidy."
"Kaya nga. Mali. Mali 'to."
Akma akong mag-wawalk-out nang higitan niya ako sa braso ko. Napakalapit ng katawan namin sa isa't isa.
"It was a... mistake." Sabi ko.
Siniil niya ako ng halik. I felt how he wanted it. Lumalim iyon and then he suddenly stopped.
"Do you think this is a mistake?" He asked. "I love kissing you, Cassidy. I love your fucking lips. I love the taste of your mouth. I love how hungry I am for your kiss."
Parang may kung anong init na naramdaman ko sa sistema ko. The fuck is he saying? I felt goosebumps.
"I want you, baby."
Fuck you.
"Now."
Muli niya akong siniil ng halik. He cupped my face and deepen the kiss. Napapikit ako saka ninamnam ang labi niya. I can't fucking stop him. I want this feeling. I want his lips. I want him and I know, sa mga oras na ito, napakatanga ko.
Bakit hinahayaan ko siyang gawin 'to? Why do I need to respond to his kisses right now. How...
Dahil ba marupok ako? O dahil hinihintay ko lang naman na sabihin niyang mahal niya ako?
Kaya ba ako ganito? Masyado ba akong na-overwhelmed sa sinabi niya? Dahil ba never kong in-expect na ang isang Aries Palermo ay mamahalin ako? But... is it true? Should I believe him? Totoo ba ang sinabi niya? Mahal ba niya talaga ako kasi sa totoo lang bibigay ako. Knowing he loves me made my heart beats crazy.
I bit my lower lip when his lips touches my cheeks down to my neck. I groan.
"A-Aries..."
"I missed you." He whispered while kissing my neck.
He planted kisses around my neck, to my ears... down to my collar bone.
I am slowly giving in to him. Fuck him for making me feel weak.
Naramdaman ko ang paghawak niya sa laylayan ng damit ko. Akma niya iyong itataas nang pigilan ko ang mga kamay niya. This is so wrong. I can't let him do what he wants.
"Mali 'to. Stop, please." I said.
He stared at my eyes. Tila nag-aapoy ang mga mata niya. I could see lust from his eyes.
"Don't stop me." He said. "I badly want you. I want to be inside you. I want to touch you. I want to fucking own you."
Those words makes my knees tremble.
Buong pwersa niyang itinaas ang damit ko. Ramdam ko ang lamig sa balat ko na nagmumula sa aircon.
"Fuck my babies." He said while taking off my bra.
I saw how his eyes glued to my boobs. Lalo akong nakaramdam ng pag iinit. I shouldn't feel it. Damn him. Bakit ba ang dali dali da kaniyang baliwin ako ng ganito?
Halos mapaliyad ako nang maramdaman ko ang labi niya sa tuktok ng dibdib ko. He started licking my nipples.
Fucker.
