Through Sunsets and Midnights

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Getting praised that she's a human four-leaf clover still doesn't make any sense for her until now.

She's been deprived of so many things for the past decade and she has never proved it to herself,

How she's a human representation of something that conveys luck when all she has is bad things coming her way,

Chaewon never really understood when other people complimented her because she looked pretty,

Or when they congratulated her for getting a high grade over something and that clearly says something,

On how she's not a normal girl like them when something as simple as a compliment,

Can make her brain easily crumble on its own not having a clue on what she's supposed to do.

She lacked the ability to understand things like it and as she slowly grew up on her own,

She eventually made her own definitions of words that she knew nothing about the year before or even farther ago,

And that's how she grew up with her being her own pillar for herself since she had nothing else as a choice,

If she ever needed something to lean her head on when she would get tired over everything.

She learned on her own how to be her own form of everything else she might need from other people,

She's not that aware of it but if she was,

She would be so proud of herself for being able to do that.

On the meanwhile,

She's here by the park where she'll be spending the last few hours of her day out of her house,

With her two youngest yet are the smartest and most reliable friends she has,

Which she is very proud of because when she was just in their age,

She didn't even spend her normal nights going around the city with some friends.

She's very happy to be able to do it now that she's close friends with such people as them.

"Unnie!"

Getting shouted at from someone who is still meters away from her,

Her voice never really bothers nor annoys anyone they know even if she is shouting,

She doesn't really know why because sometimes even if her girlfriend is just talking,

All of them would be somehow annoyed already but when it comes to her,

No one could never really get annoyed at her.

"Why do the both of you look so happy?"

Meeting halfway from where they were earlier,

Chaewon already saw the joy overflowing from these two just by the way they went here,

With all of their smiles and giggles while they were hopping beside each other like rabbits which did look cute knowing they're younger than her.

There's this specific feeling that these girls have whenever they are with these two,

And it seems to always have this element that makes them love these two more than they already do.

"It's been a while since she went out at night"

"And?"

"I'm feeling happy"

Getting engulfed by a hug coming from the two,

Chaewon hugged them back making her feel how cold their jackets are already,