Jennie POV:
I was shocked when Taehyumg appeared in our house, and it hit me hard when i realized that Irene is also living here. Silly me I forgot that she's my sister, after all she never treated me as a sister. I panicked when he start talking to my kids, I won't let him know that he's the father of my babbies. My parents would be disappointed in me of they'll know about my affair with my sister's husband.
So I decided that to interrupt their conversation, but it sounded rude when I quickly run inside our house, not in panicked but my stupid heart is beating faster for him. All this time, i'm still inlove with him. I thought running away is the solution for moving on but who am I kidding, even my kid is exactly looks like him.
My thoughts interrupt when Taehyung and Andrew are walking towards us. I calm myself as I stared at him looking so fine as always. Is Taehyung thinking of me while i'm playing hide n seek for the sake of my dignity?
They asked me if the twins can go with them, of course I want them to be happy but i'm scared for some reasons. They look exactly the same, people might think that they are related which is true, but that make Taehyung suspicious. He's so smart and maybe for a week he'll figure things out, and that scared me the most.
"Let them be honey, we have something to talk to". Mom say leaving me no choice. This is very risky, but for a mean time I want them to be with their father even if they didn't know.
They left and I followed my parents to our library. What are we doing in the library?
They look at me emotional, this is it. I longing for the truth to be told. All my life I've been asking myself, where did I did something that my mom is so pissed when I'm around.
"We need to talk this out, daughter. It's making you more confuse and this time we well tell you, why we're acting bad towards you in the past" Dad says, while wiping out the tear of his eyes. They look emotional did I really did something awful in the past?
"As I realized that you didn't deserve this treatment at all. We been such a villain all of your life. We have favouritism, our love for the both of you is not equal". This time mom blurted while shaking her head, a sign that she's guilty and feel sorry for me
"Please be straight forward, I have duties as mom. It's not like a doubt taehyung for being with my children but you can't blame me, you made feel this way". I said frustrated, as long as they keep blurting words that I can't even understand makes me feel nervous and angry. They make things complicated.
"Hays, here it goes. I hope when you learn the truth you still can find a spot in your heart to forgive us, Jennie." Dad says and I looked at his eyes, it's more sadder than the time that I live the house. Daddy never fails to give me so much love, he's the one who treated me better when no one's around.
"When the time when Irene is still a child. Your mom ask me a favor that she doesn't want another child to enter this family. She wants to keep her image as a business woman and a model. Of course I agree, because I love your mom so much so". Dad confess. They don't want me at all? So, if I'm not mistaken I was a mistake?
"Before you jump to conclusions honey, let us explain first. That time I lost tracked of the time I was so busy growing the company. And I thought this is good for the family. But I didn't expect that we're losing love everytime".
"And as I thought that the only solution is to have another baby. I was thinking that if got your mom pregnant again maybe, she will stay at home with us. Even if I will broke her heart. Then the next day, I was drunk and fragile to think straight. I r*ped your mother". Dad shakingly said, while I'm to stunned to speak. My brain can't process it all. This is too much, I wish I never ask for the truth.
"Your mom is to devastated, but I keep pursuing and asking for forgiveness for what I've done. She's so depressed and I was thinking that time is what if I lost you two because of my selfish act?" I looked at mom, and she's quite while listening to Dad. This surely traumatized her. As I thought my family is something strange. I wasn't expecting this and I need to be brave, all this time I was looking for answers and here I am, clenching because of sadness.
"That is why you really hate me since I was born, right mom? All the time I was asking myself if I did something that makes you upset. That I really wishes that you will treated me like how you treated Irene. All I have is Dad and the horrible childhood, too young to be immune in such pain". I blurted, with my blank face. I don't know how to react, I was thinking that I can't do anything about it. As long as my children will never experienced this kind of pain. I will be fine.
"Mom, sorry for causing so much pain since then. I'm trying to be okay and to be strong enable to survive. This is a lesson for me to take, that I don't want my child to experience it. But I hope there is no secret this time or else, you won't see me again and I'm make sure this time there's no trace for you to follow". I say confidently as I wipe my tears and stood up. I need to fix myself, I don't want to worry my kids. They need a strong and happy mother.
As I walked in the hallway, I suddenly hear a children laughing in the living room.
I walked towards them and then I saw Blaire and Jaiden clinging around in Taehyung's arms.
"Thankyou today, taetae. We enjoy playing with all of you. Your friends are cool". Blaire happily said, and stand straight to bow. I taught them good manners and I'm proud that they are improving.
"I wish I have a cool father like you, Kai is really lucky to have a Dad like you. Uncle". Jaiden's words are like daggers that stab my heart. If they found out that I am a mistress, they will be really hurt and I don't want that. They have Eunwoo, their second father.
