If I drank every time I was depressed
I would be an alcholic
Sure, there's times I laugh and smile
But, mostly I'm like an infant who has colic
Can't sleep at night due to a mind that's hostile
I often lay awake and think
Upon the future, upon the present, and upon the past
So here I write my words in ink
Wishing for a cure to actually last
Some way to cancel the noise in my head
But, they don't make headphones for that
And there's no way to stop monsters not under the bed
No need for an old wooden bat
I tell myself it's stupid to feel this way
Why am I so damn unhappy? What's wrong with me?
I am the reason no one ever stays
I used to blame them, but it can't be
I'm too clingy and too needy
I know I need help
I just want someone to free me
But my mouth stays shut, I can't even yelp
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Misled By A Heart
Poezie⚠️ *Trigger Warning* ⚠-contains self-harm, sexual assault, and abuse. Reader discretion is advised. Do you sit awake at night? Do you feel your heartbreak? Do your words never seem quite right? How much can one person take? Misled By a Heart https:...
