I hate the unnerving feeling
The way my stomach is clenched in a knot
The pain has me kneeling
To say the least, I hate periods a lot
But this one time I hope for it
To feel my body contract
Rather that than see 2 pink lines emit
I'm not sure I could handle that fact
Right now isn't a great time
But I'm sure that's what most think
Scared they'll think it's a crime
That I should see a shrink
Because sisters are one
And cousins are another
But having a sister thats a cousin isn't often done
Will they say I'm a terrible mother?
With no one to talk to
And no where to turn
I sit here and review
What's left to come and all the concern
Hopefully its just the stress
Not to sound too ungrateful
My life right now is a mess
And I don't want to be shameful..
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Misled By A Heart
Poetry⚠️ *Trigger Warning* ⚠-contains self-harm, sexual assault, and abuse. Reader discretion is advised. Do you sit awake at night? Do you feel your heartbreak? Do your words never seem quite right? How much can one person take? Misled By a Heart https:...