I wish I could change
But they messed me up
Can't believe words
So used to all the lies
It's always the same track
It's hard to trust
When I've given it all away
Only for it to bend and break
I'm holding you back
You're trapped in my prison
And I've lost the key
This is no life for you
I want to set you free
I drink to numb the pain
Bite my tongue, refuse to speak
I don't want to argue
It's not you
It's me
I know you see it too
But here you still are
Don't know how to make this work
You shouldn't have to change
When I am the mistake
Only I can't be fixed
There's nothing left
When I've given it all away
Broken beyond repair
Thoughts and emotions are all mixed
I don't know how to love you
When I can't love myself
how do I give you a fair chance
When I've given up on everything
I've let our relationship slowly die
Because that's all im used to
Never looking for what I want
Only seeing the flaws people are carrying
I want to let go
To allow you to be you
But how can I do so?
When this is who I am
They made into a monster
The devil I am
But can I really blame them?
I've been this way all along
Maybe it wasn't them
Could it have been me?
I'm the reason they all scram..
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Misled By A Heart
Poetry⚠️ *Trigger Warning* ⚠-contains self-harm, sexual assault, and abuse. Reader discretion is advised. Do you sit awake at night? Do you feel your heartbreak? Do your words never seem quite right? How much can one person take? Misled By a Heart https:...
