I've done research about the average amount of money you need for the babies first year, it's about ten grand.
Xavier and I together have $9,500 in savings.
I think we both should get second jobs, that are better paying and those paychecks will go into savings. By doing that we will for sure hit $10,000 and then the rest will go to our living expenses.
Our jobs we already have will be for bills and then we'll each get a small amount of spending money each month, the rest will also go to savings.
Now I still need to talk to Xavier. We also need to think about school and how we're going to make this schedule work, maybe we'll have to do online school? Or get our GED?
No we both have made it very clear in the past we want to graduate with our diploma not our GED. I'm think online school but I know Xavier still wants to play Lacrosse, so now I don't know.
Everything is so up in the air, and I'm losing my shit, I'm so freaked out.
Oh I also need to get prenatal vitamins. Fuckkk
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Ella 's Little Journal
Fiksi Remaja(It's been a slow process to write this story, I hope to have it finished by the end of the year) Through Ella's pregnancy and the early days of raising baby Laura, she kept a journal. Now is your time to get to really see all her worries, struggles...
