Xaviers mom knows. Fuck she knows, I guess she saw our text. I don't know what to do, what she'll do. Jesus Im a wreck I can't stop crying and now I'm just upset because I can't stop crying.
She heard us out, she wants to talk more but we're heading to our doctors appointment now.
I'm glad she heard us out, it makes me feel a little better, and she made it sound like she wasn't going to tell my dad. I hope she doesn't, I want to, but I'm so afraid of how he'll react.
He just lost his wife of nearly twenty years and now his teenage daughter is pregnant? I don't think he'll react well. I'm afraid he'll kick me out. My dad isn't much of a thinker when he's mad he just acts. So I think he might kick me out, I hope he doesn't but I think he will.
Fuck I really hope he doesn't, I think he would be such a good grandpa, but if he's going to kick me out I don't know if I want him in the babies life. There's so much to think about and it makes my head hurt.
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We talked to his mom more. She agreed not to tell our dads, but she wants us to have a date by the end of the week for when we're going to tell them. She's glad we took all the necessary precautions. She's not happy though, she's really upset. I don't blame her but I'm glad she's not yelling at us.
I think us having a plan and already taking responsibility of the situation has helped, she knows that we have some kind of grasps on our situation.
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Ella 's Little Journal
Novela Juvenil(It's been a slow process to write this story, I hope to have it finished by the end of the year) Through Ella's pregnancy and the early days of raising baby Laura, she kept a journal. Now is your time to get to really see all her worries, struggles...
