I just booked out first prenatal appointment, I didn't even know we had to do these I thought it was only ultra sounds. Guess that shows how little I really know. It's for next Friday, I hope Everything goes well. I've read all these stories of young parents not being taken seriously and I'm terrified, what if our doctor is a total dick? What if the baby isn't healthy? What if im not healthy?
I have so much running through my head right now I can't even stand up.
Maybe I should talk to Xavier about all my worries, he has always been good at calming me down, talking me out of the overthinking cycle I seem to always be in. But I also don't want to stress him out, we can't both be super stressed out. What ''em I kidding were both wrecks, I'm barely eighteen and I'm pregnant Xavier isn't even eighteen and neither of us have our high school diplomas.
But as long as I act like I have my shit together I'll be okay, I just have to make a plan. Money is going to be a big thing so I have to figure that out, then once I figure that out then I can focus on other stuff. I still need to talk to him about getting a second job more. I brought it up and Xavier seemed on board but we both need to start looking.
Just so much to do.
Appointment : aug 9, 11am
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Ella 's Little Journal
Dla nastolatków(It's been a slow process to write this story, I hope to have it finished by the end of the year) Through Ella's pregnancy and the early days of raising baby Laura, she kept a journal. Now is your time to get to really see all her worries, struggles...
