Great Advice - Swan Dive! (Not your usual Chat-Fic)

Blackout!

Izuku's POV:

Huh... How did I end up in my own bed?

Wasn't I on the rooftop with Hitoshi?

So someone found me...

Me: *Yawn* .... now let's see what didn't I try...

I went over to a desk in my room and took out my notebook. There on the last couple of pages was a list that I personality worked on for years. Though since I didn't had my orginal notebook anymore and was now living with a hero I decided to use a book they gave me to read when I was getting bored and write in there my very own check list.

So...

I have getting hit by a car... well I tried this one so check

Then I have getting killed by a rabid dog... tried it with Hound Dog... way too scray!

Then I have the scalpell try... It could have worked if there was not RG in it. 

Really why would she save me?

Is it really that bad to die?

I am useless anyway!

Why can't they just let me do what I want to do!

Besides mom isn't here to stop or care for me anymore!

I just want to see and experience death for myself!

I want the answer to why soo many quirkless people choose death before anything else!

Why?!

Is it that sweet to die?

Does it feel good?

Is it really a good thing?

Is there an afterlife?

I need to know!

I quickly began checking the small checkboxes I had all over the book. Then I randomly went to a page and read what my next try should be. 

Drowning...

How am I supposed to try and drown?

Bathtub?

I am sure they get me out of there before I will be done drowning!

Also don't really want them pulling me out naked...

Doesn't UA have a pool or something like that?

Well I'ma go and have a look around today.

Class 1A with heroes:

Uraraka: So remember everyone, today we will prevent Izuku from trying anything funny to himself!

Jiro: Sero are you okay now?

Sero: Yeah... he took me really by surprise and also don't believe in his words!

Bakugo: Tell me something I fucking don't know already.

Ashido: why didn't  you kill him until now?

Bakugo: He made me attack him once and I nearly fucking killed him.

Todoroki: Nothing new for you.

Kirishima: Bro... how could you attack him?

Bakugo: He fucking got to me like to Hound Dog.

Aizawa: Bakugo, explain.

Bakugo: What's there fucking to explain?!