I went to bed with the lights on
Slept in silence for the first time
Then in the morning I smoked two cigarettes before I went to work
And on the way back home I saw the neighbourhood cat that has been missing for weeks
I watched it crawl into the gutter
I didn't call the number on the flyer
It doesn't matter
None of it matters
But I'll attach meaning anyways
I'll take it and twist it into another pointy shape to hurt myself with
