I want to stay like this forever
I'm closing my eyes and listening to music in languages I don't understand
I'm laying on my back and trying to keep myself from sleeping
Just for a little while longerThe dark feels like a blanket
Wrapping around me and making my eyelids heavy
Slipping into my lungs and slowing my breathing until it just might stopI want to smash my head against a brick wall
I want my nose to bleed
I want my lip to split
I want my skin to crack
I want to stay like this forever
Or maybe just for a little while longer.
