My wrists are still bruised from when I fell on the pavement
The pain feels like my only friend
I don't want to scare you with my strange addictions
But just know that I'd fall again
Please don't you touch me
'Cause I'm scared of feeling
Like tasting you makes me unclean
I've sat in the bathtub
And scrubbed 'til my skin's stung
Just so I can't see where you've been
My wrists are still scarred from when I woke up at midnight
And told myself I don't exist
I wish I'd said sorry for all of the sad times
And all the days I was a bitch
I want you to hold me
It's cold and it's lonely
I need you to reach out and touch
Just kiss me 'til sunlight
And then when the sun's bright
I might not hate me so much
My wrists are still bound from when you tied us together
You implanted yourself in my brain
I hope that some day, my mind could get better
And maybe you could do the same
