The Boy Next Door [ EDITING ] !!!

The Worst Day.

It's been a week since my baby girl died and it seems like things have only gotten harder.

The funeral is today and I really don't think I can get out of bed. Having to bury my baby girl is overwhelming and I just want her back here with me.

I heard the door slowly open but I didn't move I just layed there as the tears continue to fall.

"Baby get up please the car will be to get us in an hour so imma need you to go get dressed okay" que said sitting on the bed rubbing my back

I didn't move I continued to lay there he looked at me and he lifted me up and sat me on the bed he wiped my eyes and then kissed my cheek.

"Jaidyn baby you gotta get ready I know this is hard for you but it's hard for me too you know camryn was my everything" he said as tears started to come down his face

"Remember when we found out we were having a girl I jumped up so happy and yelled I couldn't wait for her to be here that little girl gave me so much joy and I'm going to miss her with everything in me"

"Yeah I remember when we first found out and you had went to the store and got me a pregnancy test because you were so anxious" I said as I sniffled "that was the happiest day of our lives"

We just sat there for a minute before he helped me up and I went into the bathroom and got straight into the shower.

After 20 minutes I got out and dried off I wrapped the towel around me then went to go brush my teeth. I walked out the bathroom and put on my panties and bra then my skirt my white blouse and my white heels.

I put my hair in a high bun and left it at that I put on my earrings and perfume grabbed my purse.

I walked down the steps to see my boys running up to me and hugging me they looked so handsome.

"You look pretty mommy" RJ said kissing my cheek

"Thank you baby" I said kissing his forehead

"Mama" Baby J said holding his arms out for me I picked him up and kissed his cheek

Que came back in the house and came and got us so we can go to the funeral I grabbed RJ hand as I was carrying baby j and we walked outside to the car. Que got in the car and we made our way to the funeral

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"You need to eat something baby" que said bringing me a plate I sighed and grabbed it and picked over it

Everybody was over our house after the service my grandma and mama rosie had cooked so I was thankful for that. The boys were smiling and playing que was tryna keep himself busy and I was just sitting off to the side by myself.

"How you holding up baby?" Mama rosie said grabbing my hand

"I'm doing okay mama" I said looking up at her

"If you need anything let me know but I told que I was taking the boys for the next couple of days so you two can have some time to yourselves everything will be okay baby I know it's hard right now but trust me it will get better" she said rubbing my back

"Thank you so much mama for everything really"

"No need to thank me baby I love you and take care of yourself okay" she said as she bent down and kissed my forehead

"I love you too mama"

I got up and put the plate down I went upstairs to change my clothes and lay down I didn't really wanna go back downstairs I knew I had to though. I sat in the room by myself and just came to the realization that my baby girl was really gone.

My boys came running into the room and jumping on the bed attacking me.

"We going to grandma house mama" RJ said sitting next to me

"I know and you better be good for grandma too and listen to her"

"I know mama I know we gon be good ain't we jaylen" he said as he looked at baby j jaylen shook his head yes I just smiled thankful and blessed for my boys

"C'mon let's go get your bags ready" I said standing and walking out with them following behind me

After everybody was gone I cleaned the house and then grabbed some ice cream out the freezer and plopped down on the couch.

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I know this chapter was probably a little boring but I had to update

Either way I hope you enjoyed!